Saturday, December 29, 2007♥

thanks to
yueting
jinyuan
jinhao
luvena
for tagging at my blog regardin tat incident
i admit i m damn sad .
but reali thank you for consoling me
u all reali made my day laa
anyway . grats to those who pass .
especially my sec 1s who passed their LCP
i m reali very very happy for u all .
i may not pass . but seeing u all pass is reali a very happy occasion to me
work hard for ur CPL !
as long as u all pass . i fail oso nvm lerhh smile with me at 9:58:00 PM

Friday, December 28, 2007♥

today's feelings was a mixed .
happy cuz POP dint reali have a big big prob .
damn disappointed in myself cuz i fail my ssgt again .
i saw the results tat time , my heart sank .
i passed my 1st class drill badge but i fail my ssgt
wads the point of getting the 1st class drill badge when i fail my ssgt and cant get to wear the badge ?
i m reali at a loss of words .
i dunno wad to say la
i m lyk ... oh god . i failed again
mr khoo say he will help me double check my results but i doubt tat it will change to a gd news
forget it . i m alrdy demoralised to take anymore promotion tests alrdy . I GIVE UP .
i hate myself . perhaps i m not cut out for npcc ?
dunno la . damn demoralise now !
cryin now and then .... smile with me at 6:43:00 PM

Monday, December 24, 2007♥

i deleted tat post le
since it caused so much misunderstandings / unhappiness / conflicts
i m tired of all tis smile with me at 1:42:00 PM

went shopping at VIVO just now xD
bought a new cage for WUGUII ( finally )
hahas . i promised wuguii tat i will buy a cage for him very long le
but dun haf the money . but today finally bought it !!
anyway arhs . for those who dunno .
wuguii is my HAMSTER's name xD
now is 12 plus am le .
suppose to be slping now cuz tml will be a very tiring day arhs !
going for service and then go countdown wif my npcc peeps xD
i personally LOVE wuguii alot alot and alot ...
hees .... smile with me at 12:45:00 AM

Sunday, December 23, 2007♥

YEAH . CHRISTMAS IS COMING !
hope EVERYONE gets at least one present !
santa claus , i m very guai tis yr !
hahas . i m mad liao lo
hmmmm . last friday was npcc training
its seriously OMG la huh
dun wan to go into details . jus very OMG
28dec is POP !! YEAHH !!
must wish me gd luck tat nth will go wrong arhs !
sch gonna re-open le . OH GOSH .
hahas . anyway .
i would lyk to say : WELCOME
to those who thank me for the small little tiny miniature present
hahas . hope u all lyk it !
i LOVE npcc . XDDD smile with me at 2:04:00 AM

Thursday, December 20, 2007♥

hmmmm . actually i haf nice news to blog abt oso
on monday . campcraft girls team got a new record of 7 ppl coming !
thou its not full team yet . but i m still very delighted .
i feel tat the girls team is reali bonded in a "transparent" way
thou we dun reali go out together much but we got a common goal !
tat is to work hard for the com
thou we got punished on monday by doing the blood SIBLINGS
but yeah . it was then we were more bonded XD
lets work hard ! woohoo~! smile with me at 1:43:00 AM

Sunday, December 16, 2007♥

hmmm .
SO LONGGGG since i blogged .
ehh . i've been in abit of stress recently .`
hmmm . POP preparations . campcraft com .
and going to plan wif other ppl the CCA openhouse nx yr .
can consider as "happy stress" ba ?
stress but i enjoy it . use campcraft com as example ;
smtimes i reali dunno wad to do . as in how to make the girls team learn the best way
then will stay up late making PP slides for them .
i dun feel tat its troublesome or wad . or rather i feel happy to help them in tis way
tml got training . i feelin quite happy xD
cuz last friday dun haf training . but me and a few girls went to see how the guys train
i can see the improvements in the girls team .
so lets JIAYOU huh ?!
dun let others look down on us .



i gave myself 120days .
yeah . tats all i haf to give up
VERY SHORT LEHS .
but i reali nid to do tat
so yeah . BLOG TML . BYEBYE XD smile with me at 11:17:00 PM

Saturday, December 01, 2007♥

yeahh !! NCOLTC is finally OVER . phewwwww
its niceee =DD
[ doing my mini reflection here ((: ]
hmm . rmb first day when i go .
i had a SUPER negative mindset la .
i m lyk : die liao . sure die de .
but it was rather okae ((:
2nd day was even more tiring .
but endurance is a MUST !
i rmb someone said tis : if u expect ur cadet to do tis . u urself haf to be able to do it
3 days pass soooo fast .
today was rather short .
learnt advanced foot and rifle drills . hmmm
then its GAMES XDDD
its the initiative game . nice game .
aft games is debrief then take cert.
each one of us in grp 3 had a card written by our instructors .
its SO SWEET la .
encouraging words are GD FOR HEALTH ((:
i thank them so so so so so much =D
okae la . thats all . i m TIREDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD smile with me at 8:50:00 PM