MY STORY.

Monday, June 30, 2008♥

first of all ...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO 笨笨 !!
you're finally sixteen dude =DDD
enjoy ur NC16 from now on !
thou u're sixteen , u're always the small boy
i bet u're very touched by my sms right =DDD
cya tml during dnt !
be prepared to be bombarded by my qns !!!!! =DDD
笨笨 , YOU ROCKS =DDD
take care , 笨笨 (:

i shall skip all the boring contents ..
want any info . go to gek or yiwei's blog .

i tink thrs smth ba .
not sure =DD

to yy AGAIN ..
*how many times liao arh ?!* =DD
nco-ship is nv easy ..
u can only learn by gaining experience =D

dun give up easily okae ?
the sec 2s depend on u and yz le .
be firm on ur stand
dun be worried of being too strict or wad (:
anything u can always discuss or share with me .
i will help de ..
BUT ...
i charge a fee of $10 for 1 min (:
cheer up la dude !
dun wan to see u sooooooooo emo or sad kaes !!!!!

to the sec 2s ..
my intention was never to nag at u all again .
i wan u all to have a gd impression of me be4 i step down .

but i guess ..

all's crashed .
but i still find that its worth it
take care ...

smile with me at 11:16:00 PM

i can take it no longer

Wednesday, June 25, 2008♥

woots~
finally found a time to blog =DD
i've been studying everyday from 11pm to like 4am or 5am since school reopen
i'm about to become a living dead soon =(
i can feel the O's pressure on my now =.=
am i too late to say such things ? HAHAHA
all i need is time time TIME !!!!!

anyways ..
i officially declare that benben/small boy is the most idiotic person on earth !
you won't know whether to laugh or to be angry with him
the worse thing about him is
- he NEVER keeps his promise ! =D hors ?
but..
~~i still thank you for every smile you put on my face =DD~~

i will find time to blog again soon .
i promise (:

smile with me at 3:35:00 AM

no title is the best title =DD

Monday, June 23, 2008♥

to the one who is feeling down ..
dun let your emotions control you .
smile for what you have and not cry for wad u don't have .
don't focus on what you have lose these few years .
focus on what you have gained .
take care , friend

can i even call you my friend ?
i very much want to console you .
but i guess i'll give it a pass .
i still can't forgive you for what you've done .
it's time for you to learn that not everything goes in your way .
i'm not your pet .
neither am i someone you will think of only when you are bored .
i hate to be one .
you have never learnt to treasure people around you .
you think that having people listening to you 是理所当然的。
i used to think that listening to you is what i ought to do .
but after all these days ,
i realise that the only thing i ought to do is to stop talking to you .
perhaps you have too many friends to even realise that i m getting out of your life .
then i hope that you can really find true friends then .
i m stronger than you expected me to be .
i m out of your friend list .

smile with me at 2:00:00 AM

give me back my hols~!

Sunday, June 22, 2008♥

people always say " in the blink of an eye , blah blah past"
and when qy blinks her eyes ,
her hols past~~!
this june holidays have been a rather fruitful one (:
i studied (abit) =DD
and we finally had the bbq !
prelims is coming ....
another "war" is coming ..
lets study real hard okae ?
we shall not say " if only ...... blah blah blah" nx yr
when we are taking our result slips =DD
let there be no regrets at all !
if there should be any regrets ,
let it be " ahh~! i regret not playing enough"
hahas . kiddin kiddin (:
okae .. i need to go and "chiong" the hw that i have not completed !
wish me luck peeps ~ =DDDDD

smile with me at 10:01:00 PM

10 random facts =DDD

State 10 random facts about yourself,

then tag 10 people to do.

1. my name is qianying =DD

2. i m TALL =DD

3. i can watch NC16 (:

4. 7 feb is my BIGBIG day !

5. i love wuguii

6. i LOVE 刘谦 =DDDDDDDD

7. i've got a mad friend - tanyiying

8. i've got a crazy laopo - hogekhwee

9. i m tired

10. i m irritated by this =D

10 people to do:

1. anyone

2. anyone

3. anyone

4. anyone

5. anyone

6. anyone
7. anyone

8. anyone

9. anyone

10. aiya . dun do la . LOLS .

1.What is the thing you want most?
E-V-E-R-Y-T-H-I-N-G =D

2.What is the thing you want to do most?

pass my O's (:

3.If you had 1 wish,what will it be?

to have many more wishes =DDDD
i m greedy $.$

4.What are you afraid to lose most?

everything also . HAHA

5.What will you do when you're dying soon?

choose a nice and comfortable coffin =DDD

6.Do you ever believe that your best friend will betray you?

yes . 100% becuz SHE just proved that to me

7.If you met someone that you love a lot,will you confess to him/her?

nopes (:

8.What is in your mind?

what to type next

9.What type of people do ypu hate the most?

assholes =DD

10.Will you cherish your every friendship?

of cuz .

11.Do you believe in god?

yeah (:

12.What will you do if you had a billion dollars?

save it in a bank and earn interest ! =DD $.$

13.What you want your friendship to be like?

Lyk me and yy . lyk me and gek

14.What is your favourite hobby?

irritating people (:

15.What will you do if all your friends hate you?

get on with life .

u expect me to cry and beg them to lyk me ? HAHA

16.If you feel low someday, who will you go to?

tanyiying . hogekhwee

17.If you had 3 wishes,what will they be?

1. have more wishes

2.have more wishes

3. have EVEN MORE wishes

18.What are the dates you will never forget?

7 feb and .. a particular date in august =DD

19.What will you do if you had a time travel machine ?

test if it works (:

smile with me at 9:37:00 PM

Wednesday, June 18, 2008♥

today or should i say ytd was the bbq !
not reali wad i expected .

lets list some stupid things yy did !
1. she woke up late ! %$#$#%$#%$
make me wait for her and waste cab fare !
dumbo ~~~
2. play mahjong cheat lyk abcdefg ...
kp asking auntie to help her ..
3. push me down to the pool ..
nx bbq u're gonna be so dead~!
4. use her fingers and knock into my face .
5. she didnt give me my present !!!!
RAWR~~~ *kiddin*

thrs only 1 gd thing she did .
- listen to my troubles
ty soooo much~!
this one gd thing makes me forgive u for all the stupid things u did (:

ty for listening ..
i reali dunno how to thank u enuff u noe ?
and yes ..
i noe u will always be thr to listen to me (:
and of cuz ..
i will always be the listener if you ever nid one =D

happy birthday luvena !!!
快高长大！！
hope u enjoyed today !!
i love you (:

ty to everyone who came today (:
whether u enjoyed or not .
its okae (:
cuz ...
I ENJOYED !!!! =DDDDD

smile with me at 12:40:00 AM

恭喜恭喜！

Tuesday, June 17, 2008♥

are u all wondering why is my title is 恭喜恭喜 ?
ha !
make a guess ?

faster guess !!

okae la .. 本小姐心情好告诉你吧。

刘谦won the [best close-up magician] for the annual Japan Cup !
and this is the first time this award will be given to a 海外的魔术师！
this award will be given during the [ Japan Magic Convention ] held on 2008/8/8~10 (:

i noe you all must be thinking ..
"he get the award also none of your business"
yeah yeah ...
of course none of my business la

but .....
i blog about what also none of YOUR business lors =D

*for ppl who still dunno who is 刘谦 ..
you all arhhh ... *speechless*
3 options for u (:

1. scroll down to the bottom to see his pic =DD
2. look at my msn dp
3. if u still nid option 3 . u reali arhhh *speechless*

last of all ...
congrats again (:
=DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

smile with me at 5:48:00 AM

tml will be the bbq le .
never never ask me about my previous post .
if i want to say .
i will .
if i don't want to say .
you all force me also no use .
don't spoil my mood for tml .
(:

i will smile..
but i will never show how hurting it is to anyone ..

smile with me at 2:08:00 AM

Saturday, June 14, 2008♥

venting my anger and sadness here ..
up till today .
i have been a naive/stupid/blind person .
i was so stupid to believe ..
i was so stupid to follow my belief .
i was so stupid to tink the way tat everyone dun
i was so stupid for everything i did .
i hate myself for being so naive .
i hate myself for being so stupid .
i hate myself to be blinded by it .
i hate myself for being unable to accept the truth .
i hate myself for being so useless .
i hate myself for crying upon knowing the truth .
i regret my actions .
i regret for believing .
i regret everything .
i should have listened to them .
but wad can i do ?
behind all these regrets/hatred/sadness
i still feel the same .
the same be4 i noe the truth .
tis shows how useless m i .
i've see everything clearly .
at least clear enuff for me to stop being blind .
thank you for everything ....

dun ask me to cheer ..
i nid time ..
没有一个人生下来就很乐观。
在许多欢笑声背后，
有着不为人知的故事啊。
在强颜欢笑背后
是需要何等大的勇气呀？
是多么痛苦换来的呀。
请珍惜眼前的幸福。
因为至少不开心时，
脑子里浮现不会是痛苦的现在，
而是快乐的过去。。。

i noe i sound stupid typing all these ,
but tis is my blog ?

smile with me at 11:13:00 PM

原来爱能如此美丽 =D

from now on .
my blog will be a mixture of chinese and english
perhaps more towards chinese .
see my mood (:
sometimes will blog in english .
sometimes chinese .
chinese makes me express myself better =D
people who know me should know .
i always debate or talk in chinese .
okae la . thats all for today !
anyways .
谢谢大家对我的厚爱（：
especially those who tagged me to ask me to cheer up !
i will (：
不用为我的事操心了。

i wan to use youtube arh !!!
but somehow ..
they dun let me ..
zzzzz ..
wonder wads wrong with my com .

spoil my mood

爱到心破碎

也别去怪谁

只因为相遇太美（：

you are the one who taught me
"love" is spelled as "l-o-v-e"

instead of "h-a-t-e"
you're the ultimate love =DD
irreplaceable

smile with me at 12:19:00 AM

Thursday, June 12, 2008♥

sorry ppl .
i know i said i wont be blogging .
i take back my words ok ?
haven been in best of mood lately ..
is not i dun wan to slp .
is i cant slp ..
i guess .....
today's gonna be another slpless night ..
i m eff-ing tired of being another me ..
~~damn it ..~~

yy .
cheer up kaes ? (:
dun be sooooooooooooo emo le .
bad for health .
dun always say i m lame
or as a laojiao . i m acting childish
cuz i've alrdy say
" i m young at heart "
HAHAHA ..
cheer up fren ! =DD
hope you will see it soon

smile with me at 9:52:00 PM

TAGGED BY WANYING!

1. Have you ever loved someone?
yes (: and have always loved him

2. Who is more important to you? friends or bf?
both of cuz

3. Who are the people you trust the most?
yy , gek , *secret*

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
abit abit .. maybe ALOT . hahas

5.What do you think of YOURSELF?
a typical TIAN CAI (: jkjk

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
perhaps ...

7. What is your goal for this year?
i've got alot (:
look at my wishlist on the left !

8. Do you believe in eternal love?
somehow ...... YES !

9. What feeling do you love the most?
of being protected

10. What are the requirements of your the other half?
funny . caring

11.Who do you love?
my current love is 刘谦 and him(:

12. will you 100% believe your other half ?
maybe ? maybe not

13. Between love and money?
can i have both ?
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

14. What's the most attractive things about a person to you?
if the person wears specs and look ~~hot~~ nice (:

15. Describe the person who tagged you using 5 words.
craziest woman ever on earth

16. If you can have any creature as your pet and tame it, what will it be?
panda (:

17.If you have one wish now, what would you wish for?
to have more wishes =DDDD

18.What do you want most for your birthday.
wad do u tink ? =DDD

19. Have you kept pets before?
OBVIOUSLY ... hahas

20. Do you believe in dreams come true?
yeah♥

Instructions:Remove 1 question from above and add in your personal question.
Make a total of 20 ques and tag 8 ppl.
List them out at the end of your post.
Notify them in your cbox!
Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.
thelucky 8(:

I removed"what do you hate most"
& wrote:"Will you 100% believe your the other half ?"

i tagg:

1. gek
2. alex
3. yueting
4. desiree
5. anyone
6. anyone
7. anyone
8. anyone

smile with me at 8:30:00 PM

刘谦 is hot =DDDDD

yo people (:
i am here again .
i bet ALL of u are thinking
"i thought this idiot say she wont be blogging till nx week?"
but HA .
you all should know .
when someone gets extremely bored when they have nth to do at night
they will do some ~~stupid~~ things
especially its 4.08am now (:
but NO .
i didnt blog because i have nth to do .
i was jus waiting for youtube to load .
guess wad i am watchin ?
FASTER GUESS ~!
okae la ..
tell you ....
i am watching magic shows on youtube
specifically performed by 刘谦（：
have you all experienced be4 watching smth and forgetting to breathe ?
trust me .
go and watch and you will understand (:
go youtube type his name can lo ....
if there's still any ~~idiot~~ ~~alien~~ human on earth who dunno who he is ..
*smack my head*
scroll down to the bottom of my blog to see his pics .
guaranteed 100% hotness =DDDD
thats the end of my ~~lame~~ ~~shitty~~ NICE post (:
thank you everyone !

smile with me at 4:06:00 AM

休息只是为了走更长的路(:

Wednesday, June 11, 2008♥

some people have been asking why i disappeared these few days .
or should i say never online .
hmmm ...
i was just resting (:
休息只是为了走更长的路
so ya ..
byebye until a few days lata ba (:

你说爱情是一场游戏，
那我们重玩一次好吗？

smile with me at 4:35:00 PM

yeah people
as you can see
i have changed my blogskin
please give me your comments on whether
1. i should continue to use this skin
2. use the previous "teddy" skin
thank you very much (:
rude comments/anonymous taggers will not be entertained

smile with me at 12:34:00 AM

17th 17th 17th !!!!!!!!

Tuesday, June 10, 2008♥

nothing much to blog actually .
i am just very excited about the upcoming 17th event !
people~~~~
COME okae ?
hahas .
was chatting with small boy/didi/gumgum/benben
*FYI . is the same person*
playing that stupid " i say u say " thing .
and he showed me "magic" huh~~~
thank you so much =DDDDD
chat about ALOT of rubbish (=
that smart BOYBOY keep thinking that he is just pure lucky to be top in class
LIKE REAL (=

anyways ..
people who said " see how " , " see first "
MUST faster confirm okae ?!
if not we bbq you if you last minute confirm (=
jkjk o.O

smile with me at 6:55:00 PM

Saturday, June 07, 2008♥

if u could ever see the time that i blogged ..
u would go o.O
its like 4.25am and ms goh is blogging like it's afternoon (=
*claps claps*
anyways ..
i have FINALLY survived the remedials/extended curriculum !
have been studying like some NERD at home
and i m PROUD of it (=

TADA~!
presenting to you ....
the NERD of the day (=

oh ya .
tell all of u a story of a sadistic person i met a few days ago (=
i was waiting for my bus at the bus stop opposite Tiong Bahru
2 ladies stood infront of me
they were chit chatting LOUDLY
and as a typical KAYPO me ..
obviously i would listen right .
lets name them A and B
A : hey . u know that time i went for the chalet right ?
i saw a spider when i went into the toilet !
B : you mean those with hairy legs ?!
A : no la no la . the one that i saw has very long legs .
i scream like crazy but u guess what i did ?
i killed it and flushed it down the toilet * laughs hysterically *
B : lols ....
A : then guess what ? i saw a small bat .
you know ? those that can fly one . *shows the flapping of wings action*
me and *friend's name* killed it . we keep whacking it .
it let out those squeaking sound ! so funny la
qy : *GLARES*

ya ... whats with the word "FUNNY"
u don't have the slightest sense of guilt ?!
there's nth wrong with killing spiders .
in fact .. ALL spiders ought to be killed !
but did the poor bat do anything ?
HELL NO~!
you can even use the word "FUNNY" to describe your feelings when u hear the bat squeak ..
SOOOOO ~~sympathetic~~ huh~!

okae . enough of my crap (=
anyways..
17th is coming !! i am feeling damn high !
thats all for today (=
BYEBYE

smile with me at 4:24:00 AM

Wednesday, June 04, 2008♥

yo yo yo .
ppl i m back ! (=
i dun mean i go overseas ..
i mean i came back to blog lyk ... FINALLY ..
haha ..
lazy to blog abt those last time de stuff .
bet u all not interested oso ..
HAHAHA ..
okae .. blog abt monday then ..
i went shoppin with tat stupid LIZARD .. OOPS (=
then she spent lyk a freakin amt of $86!!!
lol ..
aft tat at nite help TEOYUETING celebrate belated b'day
yeahh ..
saw her blog ..
eh .. u OUGHT to feel bad ..
~3hrs of windblowin and waiting aint nice (=
HAHAHAH ..
but anyways .. hope u lyk it la huh ?
erhem erhem ..
u should noe wad to do la huh~! dun nid me remind u (=

to tat %$%#%$#%#
stop actin lyk u are the DAMN INNOCENT one ehh ..
it only make me feel more lyk slappin u inside out upside down ..
haf u ever notice tat ur voice is WAY TOO LOUD ?
no offence (or maybe i m offensive . but who cares ? )
SO DAMN BLOODY MANY PPL complained tat u are eff-ing noisy la
even if its ur "natural talent"
but try to control it la .. zzzzzzzz
irritating u noe ?
lols ..
btw .. u and ur tat FREN one type one la .
gossip abt ur fren to u then gossip abt u to ur fren ..
no wonder u 2 click SO WELL ?
dun act lyk u 2 hate each other eh ?
its so obvious tat u two same type one
anyways .. wads with t .the privating of blog ?
dun wan ppl see wad u blog abt me arhs ?
or dun wan me to see how u scold me ?
so that you can tell other ppl how pitiful u are ?
JOKES
HA .
anyways .. i nv say who i m shooting .
if u feel offended ..
hmmm .. maybe is u ?
oops ~! (=

smile with me at 5:38:00 PM