Saturday, June 14, 2008♥
venting my anger and sadness here ..
up till today .
i have been a naive/stupid/blind person .
i was so stupid to believe ..
i was so stupid to follow my belief .
i was so stupid to tink the way tat everyone dun
i was so stupid for everything i did .
i hate myself for being so naive .
i hate myself for being so stupid .
i hate myself to be blinded by it .
i hate myself for being unable to accept the truth .
i hate myself for being so useless .
i hate myself for crying upon knowing the truth .
i regret my actions .
i regret for believing .
i regret everything .
i should have listened to them .
but wad can i do ?
behind all these regrets/hatred/sadness
i still feel the same .
the same be4 i noe the truth .
tis shows how useless m i .
i've see everything clearly .
at least clear enuff for me to stop being blind .
thank you for everything ....
dun ask me to cheer ..
i nid time ..
没有一个人生下来就很乐观。
在许多欢笑声背后,
有着不为人知的故事啊。
在强颜欢笑背后
是需要何等大的勇气呀?
是多么痛苦换来的呀。
请珍惜眼前的幸福。
因为至少不开心时,
脑子里浮现不会是痛苦的现在,
而是快乐的过去。。。
i noe i sound stupid typing all these ,
but tis is my blog ?
smile with me at 11:13:00 PM