i WAS studying just now .

but was suddenly very restless to study

so i've decided to blog .

can i put blogging under the study log hours ?

today had a free session of chanbara .

was seriously VERY fun

"spar-ed" with yiwei

i win !

i was very high during chanbara .

i also dunno why ?

aft that was recess .

celebrated sihao's belated b'day .

after that was english .

ms khoo didnt come so we stayed in 4D .

mr chia showed some videos .

DAMN HILARIOUS VIDEOS .

was practically laughing throughout laa !

maths came next ..

mr lee huh ~~ *winks*

trying to FORCE me to learn congruency when i said i wanna learn similarity !

then he started teaching some lame lame stuff ..

des and i were laughing our heads off .

chinese was a TORTURE .

AP woman came in and showed us her PMS skills .

after that left the class angrily .

bet u're gonna complain and add some INGREDIENTs to ur story huh ?

or cry again like u did before ?

okae .. qy shall not be so evil to shoot u .

aft school .

had maths test ....

aft that u all should know where i went right ?

DNT ~~~ =.=

shall not go into more details ..

share something which i heard from the radio today (:

we should always learn to prioritise our things .

E.g story:

mr X received a call from his wife saying that she met with an accident .

She feels alright but she needs to stay in the hospital for observation .

She told him not to rush to the hospital as she feels ok .

Mr X thought that he could go to the hospital after work .

He didnt want to leave early because it was X'mas

and his boss would be giving out bonus to the staff .

thus he didnt want to miss it .

at some time later ..

the hospital called to say that his wife's condition became worse at 4plus

and even after the "rescue" work .

his wife still didnt make it .

Because Mr X didnt learn to prioritise certain things ..

his wife had to leave lonely ..

her loved one was not by her side when she was having her last breath .

if Mr X were to rush down to the hospital the moment he received the call .

perhaps things wouldnt be a regret .

Never have regrets in your life ..

always learn to prioritise certain things or ...

it would be too late to regret ...

wad the hell is wrong with me man ?

scolding ppl when they did nth wrong .

i feel lik there's this HUGE boulder on my shoulder ..

so exhausted by sch .. test ... dnt ... and oso the commercial thing .

test aft test ..

dnt everyday ..

i cant even find one day to pon becuz thrs dnt everyday .

can i just fall soooo sick that i cant go to sch on one day ?

i'm not greedy ...

i only wan ONE DAY !!!

ahh wadeva .

enough of whining ...

sometimes i really wonder if lizards are the descendants of dinos ..

can some kind soul pls tell me if its true .

LOLS ..

okae .

enough of my FOC time .

tata ppl !

and and and ...

aft so many days of unable to study .
i've finally assemble my thoughts .
decided to forget everything (:
study is the most important thing now !
that motivation will always be placed on my study table !
a never-meant-to-be motivation (:
jiayou qianying !!!!!

qns asked .

answer gotten ..

wad else do u wan , qy ?

today is like short short short !!! xD

no assembly (:

but had to stay back to do some survey .

anyways ..

thanks for the lollipopS !

didnt go dnt today .. =P

helped out with the planning of the campfire item (:

most of the plan is out !

hehehehehe

but abit paiseh abt my role ..

but nehmind !

qy saves the day !!

hahahahaa ..

thats lame .

and again ..............

qy is sick !!! awwwww ):

bye ppl !

nth special happened today .
except got a few ppl came to look at my house .
uhs .
not really my house .
is the flat that my parents bought over .
in the end .
we decided to rent to the couple .
i wonder if anything bad thing will happen ?
*cross my fingers*
after that is home alone ..
nth nice to talk about that .
LOLS ...

i wonder when will u ever slow down ur pace to wait for me .
it is too tiring for me to always catch up with u .

its too tiring .....

tml is tie day !
ppl rmb to bring ur tie arhs !

today was a SLEEPY day .

as usual .

i woke up late for my remedial AGAIN .

when can i ever take bus to school on sat ?

wasted money to take cab again .

managed to make it just in time .

chem was again CHIMOLOGY ...

i couldnt really understand ...

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

got test somemore !

the test hard till like WTH ?

nvm ..

aft that went to watch movie with a PIG .

watched DARK KNIGHT .

overall quite nice .

i dun feel sleepy at all cuz there were some sudden part whr i got a shock .

i manage to bite that pig ! xDDD

i win .

i noe he wont come and read my blog .

but i just wanna say ...

I WIN !!!!!!!!!!

study time now .

goodbye ppl

i was suppose to blog smth abt yy .

but i forgot what i was suppose to blog .. so nvm =D

i m really extremely happy today =D

*secret*

although it wasnt meant to be ..

but i m still thankful for this to happen =)

i noe its wrong to fall so deeply .

but nevertheless ....

i still did it .

lols

i m sooooo happy that i m floating ..

dunno wad to blog le

first of all ..

HAPPY B'DAY TO JEFFREY =D

seems like [ da insane ] 's guys de bday all arnd the same time one .

one aft another .

anyways ..

joyous day =D

sucky day too ..

dnt again ~~~

irritate me to the core ..

我发誓千遍
我这一走你就无法挽回
虽然心会痛
总比受尽委屈还要更好过

i've nth to blog .
lazy ...
this 4 sentences in chinese shall be what i want to say
lols.....

my actual plan was to do some time-killing quiz .
but halfway through i was really irritated by my keyboard(spoilt)
so here i m crapping =DDD
having a bloody bad headache ~
prelims nearing (DAMN IT)
i cant blog properly today .
shall blog tml .
BYE

i shall blog about ytd and today .

ytd
DAMN shiok .
no remedials AT ALL (:
spend damn a lot of time at dnt workshop
but something happened~~
my product got smth wrong .
or should i say everything's wrong
i was damn stress to the point that i went out to cry =.=
i even thought of giving up on dnt LOLS ..
it was just a thought =DDD
ismadi was the first one who saw me .
thanks ismadi =DDD
a big THANK YOU to everyone =DDD
once again it is proven that i m useless =.=


today
was dnt-ing the whole afternoon .
quite okae la today .
all was well until on my way home i saw IT
i always thought i was strong enough to face u
but i really have to admit that i was freaking affected .

i really felt like turning another direction to walk .

but oh well .

dun wan to see also see liao ..
after seeing IT .
i cried ..
people ..dun worry .
IT is not a ghost .
i said IT because IT was already a memory ..
at that point of time ,
i really felt like turning another direction to walk ..
but oh well ..
dun wan to see also see liao ..
but half of me want to see u .
another half hate to see u .
confusion state ..
wad do u want me to do ?
keep a distance or what ?
can you just tell me instead of fooling me around ?
i can never guess what's in ur mind do u noe ?
i m so tortured by ur smile ....

havhappy birthday to simon and norman (:
i believe everyone enjoyed just now .
i actually wanted to post all the photos .
but ...
i just dun have the mood to do so .
don't ask me why .
even i myself dont even know why ...


dun promise me when u cant fulfil it ..
i'd rather u tell me its a cfm cannot .
than u call me to give me false hope .
making me wait and wait ..
u're not the only one suffering .
i cried so badly on the streets ..
even till the very last min .
i still bear the hope that u are actually there .
my toe hurts badly but yet i still want to walk home .
for wad ?
to see if i can see u on the way ..
but my hopes are dashed ....
i sms-ed u like my smses were free .
but yet u didnt reply
it was like ur smses cost a bomb ..
stop giving me false hopes ..
i keep staring at my phone like u will reply .
i want to reply the very instant ..
but all i get is disappointment .
i told myself that i must stop all these ..
but i cant ..
i've fallen so deeply since that day ..
tears are pouring down everyday ....

my heart hurts like crap ):
its kept in a box that says : happy memories



有一種想見不敢見的傷痛　
有一種愛還埋藏在我心中
我只能把你放在我的心中
這一種想見不能見的傷痛
讓我對你的思念越來越濃
我卻只能把你放在我心中


我向前走 抬起头
擦掉眼泪向前走
一直走 不回头
相信你会找到我
梦里寻他千百遍
希望都实现
我不想走 无法心不动

我向前走 低着头
眼泪不停向后流
一直走 不回头
希望你会找到我
但是始终不如愿
希望都落空
我仍相信 其实你懂我

next time even if u tell me u get knock down by car
I ALSO WONT BELIEVE U ALRDY .
how many times have u joked abt serious matters !
pissed like dunno wad
to tink i was so worried all the time
WASTED !!!!

my class' guys playing witha rubber thing .

they were playing skipping .

can see ?

i only can see the word : childish .

=DDDD

i guess ...

they were bored with skipping and decided to "lock" our door

to prevent kenneth from coming in .

can u see the rubber thing ?
yeahh ..

quite tight huh ?

LOLS =DDD

conclusion : they are bored .

LOLS

i've finally came here to blog (:
after sihao's constant nagging of me not updating
to sihao ;
if u really really wanna see new things . tag me !
i will never know whether there are people viewing my blog unless you people tag !

on wed .
the very random day ..
someone by the name of jerome seow mumu called me
asking me about dnt stuff .
and we ended up going to some ulu place to "do" our dnt .
we really sat down to talk about dnt !
but i was freaking amused by his HILARIOUS drawings
aft like a long while of dnt ,
we started chit chatting .
or should i say crap chatting ?
secrets were dug out (: *grins*

on thurs .
the not so random day .
we went studying at the freaking ulu place again .
but as it was raining ...
those "rain flies" were at the light there .
it was actually alright to fly at the light there until .....
one by one started to drop onto our paper .
*DON'T KNOW FOR WHAT !*
we (or only me) got very fed up and went to a even more ulu place .
LOL .
but the gd thing was .
there was NO "rain flies" =DDDDDDD
did quite a no. of maths qns (:
with ALOT of help from him of cuz =X
*ty lors ........*
and you better do ur dnt !
ohhh ..
and u promised me an eraser alright ? =DDD
and oso ice-cream and "eat thing" lols

today ;; friday
went to NP's open house .
FUN LYK ABC MAN .
thou i didnt went to the media and humanities one .
but the life sciences one was equally educating .
melvin tang was very hungry huh ?
eating and eating non-stop
enjoyed myself quite a fair bit (:
they had a band to perform for us .
not those boring bands .
but one thats able to take ur breath away ! =DD
i believe those who went today will agree with me
but i forget the name of the band =X
overall ...
its very nice and very educating (:
i thought it would be some boring event .
but it was quite alright !
4 out of 5 stars (:

i really want to post some pictures about some happenings recently .
but the dl-ing of the pc suite takes eff-ing lot of time .
so when its dl-ed .
i shall post them (:
lets wait and see !!!!!!!!! =DD
anyways .
i FINALLY changed my phone (:
to c902 .
quite a nice phone .
just abit lag . A TINY BIT .
the rest is alright (:
4 out of 5 stars oso .

a sad piece of news ..
one of my hamster died today ):
awwwww ..

stupid 笨笨 huh !
make me cry today .
no la .
not all ur fault .
only PARTIALLY (:
hors ? BEST fren =DDDD

i shall wait till 11.45 and see wad happen
i wonder if someone will break his promise .
=DDDDDDDDDDDD

stupid yy .
STOP promoting THAT !
dumbo !!!!!!!!!

i m starting to enjoy DNT =D

with 笨笨 thr to help me (:

and not forgetting jeffrey and shichia !!! =D

all of u are L-O-V-E-D (:

one rule to start off my post (:

to EVERYONE out there .
actually ...
i dun mind you being angry with me .
but pls dun tag nonsensical stuff and spoil the atmosphere of my blog .
and the worse thing will be ..
u dunno me and u tag me =DD
and i NEVER believe in one-sided wrong (:
so pls ppl ...
think before u act okae ?
be good taggers ..
have some manners okae ? (:
afterall ...
its my blog ~~

the biggest happiness of the week !
i've gotten my BUC badge !!!! =DD
aint showing off ..
just sharing my hapiness !!!!! =DDDDDDDDDD

anyways ..
i dint delete those posts abt her cuz i dun wan ppl to see .

is cuz i find those post pointless .

i m gonna type this way .
interpret it any way u like (: