stupid monday .
Monday, August 04, 2008♥
i could never be as disappointed as today .
its like ...
giving a child a candy
and taking it away when he is about to open it .
thats how BIG my disapppointment was .
its oso like ....
when a person was about to reach the top of a summit .
when suddenly .
he realise that his oxygen tank is used up
and he is gonna either give up
or die there
i was so disappointed .
i cried and cried and cried .
i really cant bring myself to take such reason .
wads with the "u forgot" thing ?
i really couldnt smile wholeheartedly ..
i couldnt really concentrate .
seriously ..
i feel like screaming my lungs out .
who can ever understand the bloody impact on me
i was filled with anticipation
and yet u took my happiness away .
forget it .
i wont be affected anymore .
i m gonna stand strong for those who stand by me .
i shall not fall so easily !
i'll be fine .
really (:
i m stronger than anyone gave me credits for .
if only you were there .
everything would be so much better .
smile with me at 9:47:00 PM