i always thought we were more than normal frens .
bestiozzzzzzzzzzzzzzz or smth .
but ur msn nick put my point totally wrong .
we were only FRENS .
normal frens who will say hi only .
i was so wrong abt the word bestioz .
i thought we were .
keyword: i thought
1.nt standing in my shoes to think for me for that situation is bad enough
2.you ask me to stop saying those things .
so... i'm not allowed to pour out my thoughts ?
3.you asked me to go away.
4.say that i was childish .
ur decision is clear enough i guess .
u're siding towards that side .
goodbye then .
my self-imagined bestioz .

i'm so disappointed in the group of ppl who once motivated me .
commenting on others behind other's back .
if tis is what you guys think .
there's nth i could say .
i was once so motivated to love n***
now ... EVERYTHING'S GONE .
disappointment is wads left behind .
just over a night .
i lost my self-imagined bestioz.
but i realise how blind i was towards ****