Friday, October 10, 2008♥
i'm feeling so disappointed .
i really dunno wad to say ,
but i'm just so sad .
i feel like crying but just have no energy to do so .
damn, its double disappointment .
i'm really running out of words .
i'm so sad that i just feel like shutting everything and go to slp .
its a terrible feeling .
damn , i hate it .
i keep telling myself that i'm not affected and stuff,
but its still damn hard .
i'm crying my heart out .
who can ever understand how bad it feels ?
i really wanna ask why .
but i just don't have the courage .
wads wrong .
i wanted it sooooooo badly though i appeared like i don't care .
damn !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
anyone , just make me smile can ?
damn everything man .
smile with me at 10:49:00 PM