Sunday, November 30, 2008♥

i f**king detest being doubted .
and u doubted me how many times ?
what more do you want me to say ?
seriously , you've changed .
you can also say that i've changed .
but i DON'T go and AP friends whom i called ' close friends '
seriously , that time the escape incident ,
did i ap u or not ?
all i replied was to avoid screaming at you .
knowing u guys talked behind my back ,
but i also didn't ap u .
and yet now ,
you start to come and ap me .
wow huh ?
i asked myself a lot of times before i come and blog ,
whether i should really blog everything out or keep to myself .
but i really don't wish to see junjie at there being maligned just because he was the first to voice out .
yes , we are not very happy with the fact that you are being close with that shameless dog .
i've told you before right ?
from the moment i guessed that the shameless dog has fallen for u ,
i've alrdy told you .
it's not as though no one mentioned it to u before .
but , you chose to turn a deaf ear .
you don't just know me i suppose ?
you should know that unless i find it out of hand ,
i will not bother who and who are friends .
but , rmb that the shameless dog has a motive to being close to u .
he likes you .
being close to him would only make things worse .
if that shameless dog don't like you ,
i won't even bother if u guys go out everyday or wad .
seriously ,
we didn't outcast you because that shameless dog likes u .
we are unhappy because you didn't try to keep a distance even after you know that the shameless dog like you .
i really didn't want to blog about this ,
but , this is really to the extreme ..
how can you talk to jj like that ?
we are just trying to tell you nicely .
why must you reply like this ?
you said that we weren't on the neutral stand ,
but see this ,
i , as the bystander , see the whole situation clearly .
we are not jealous , biased , angry or what .
we realised something was very very wrong .
you two online and offline together ,
identical dp .
how you expect us not to suspect anything ?!
you can say you're not at wrong ,
but we can also say we are not at fault too to say or think all these .
i really don't want to make this post such a bitchy one .
i'm just stating what i feel or should i say we feel .
seriously , i tuned down my tone alot .
if you still find me offending ,
i have nth to say .
that's all . smile with me at 3:43:00 AM

decided to re-open my blog .
reason being ,
i'm too lazy to keep typing my email and password in order to link to other ppl's blog .
LMAO .
but i'll remove the tagboard first .
becuz i'll be away for 20 days ,
so ,
not having a tagboard would keep idiots away (:
nehnehnipoopoo .
u cannot comment on my post ;DDD
wish me luck uh !

tsk tsk ,
chill ok ?
ppl say , nv provoke a girl
i say , never proke you
to you-noe-who-you-are ;DD smile with me at 2:55:00 AM

Friday, November 28, 2008♥

其实
我们并不是不了解彼此
而是
我们并不适合彼此。 smile with me at 5:43:00 AM

Wednesday, November 26, 2008♥

as you guys have saw ,
someone came to tag at my tagboard without reading my post clearly .
i really don't understand why some people just have the time to come and scold me
the fun thing is ,
abc's ip address : 202.156.9.1
my ip address : 202.156.9.2
fun right ?
lols , actually , i don't mind people coming to comment on me and stuff ,
but just tag with ur real name ?
and , if you don't know the full story ,
don't tag .
it's nonsensical to tag without knowing what's going on right ?

to abc ,
read this ,
yeah , i'm a pain in the arse ,
but so are you (:
if you're someone i know or close to ,
you're a great disappointment .
i sort of know who u are already ,
don't worry , i won't do anything to you .
but stop all ur nonsense . smile with me at 10:21:00 PM

Tuesday, November 25, 2008♥

for this whole week ,
only one thing kept going through my mind .
to back out or not to ?
they often say ,
the best soldier is often alone .
but , it's really hard to stand alone .
i just hope that this 20 days pass real fast .
i can't hold any longer than that .
i'm not that strong , really .
there are times where i'll need support too .
whenever i'm reminded that i'll be away for 20days ,
i can't smile like how i thought i would .
enough of crapping ,
back to reality .

photos would be posted tml . smile with me at 11:59:00 PM

i had ENOUGH of ppl coming to ask me who this post is to.
ENOUGH , ppl .
am i suppose to make my blog private to save myself from all troubles ?
don't make me so guilty of arrowing u guys when i've said it's not u
do i need to name out the person's name to make u guys believe it's not u ?!
stop asking me already , when i say it's not u ,
BELIEVE IT AND STOP ASKING .
i'm not one who would explain so bloody much ,
but for this bloody incident ,
I HAVE EXPLAINED SO MUCH .
STOP EVERYTHING LA .
i'm breaking down soon , ppl .
stop all nonsense .

*post edited again*

THAT PERSON DID REPLY ME OK ?
IS THIS WHAT YOU WANNA SEE , ABC ? ;DD

post edited ,
for the sake of ABC (:
see , i love you so much uh ?

mud-da-far-curl .
not scolding anyone .
just venting my anger .

sleeping in 5mins time
breakfast-ing with the Js in 5hours time .
kbox-ing in another 8 hours time
RC in another 5 days .
IC in another 25 days .
freedom in another 26 days ;DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD smile with me at 5:13:00 AM

Monday, November 24, 2008♥

smile with me at 12:40:00 AM

Saturday, November 22, 2008♥

thanks yueting (: smile with me at 3:10:00 AM

Thursday, November 20, 2008♥

how i wish i could scream my lungs out .
damn everything .
i'm feeling so crap now .
end everything please .

this would be the first and last time

thanks for being there
yes , it's you .
突然想你

i'm losing da insane soon ,
real soon . smile with me at 9:02:00 PM

Sunday, November 16, 2008♥

due to some probs with my tagboard .
shall reply the tags here (:

qy ;; eric
LOLS .
anyways , how u noe my blog de ?
;DD

qy ;; yt
HAHAHA .
yeah . forever ~~
hmmm . yeah lors , who ask u come so late .
got chance de . hahahahaha
heartbreaks ?
nid superglue to glue it back ?
LOLS smile with me at 11:36:00 PM

Tagged by NEOYIWEI

>Remove one question from below and add in your personal question. Make a total of 20 questions and tag 5 people. List them out at the end of the post. Notify them in their cbox that they've been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings.

1. what is more important to you ? Friends or relationship ?
- none . myself ;DDD kiddin . uh , both

2. are u HAWT ?
- then are u ?

3. are u COLD?
- quite

4. How many babies do u want ?
- kpo arh u ?

5. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
- sometimes . learn ur physics please .

6. Are you yearning for freedom?
- i don't . i've got it ;DD

7. I am glad that i am ...
- qianying

8. What's a perfect boyfriend like to you? [List 10]
- nice
- funny
- different interest from me
- HUMAN
- not gay , as in more man than me . *quite difficult uh*
- don't hate me .
- is himself .
- don't always give in to me
- understands me
- i don't hate him .

9. What are you really afraid of?
- i'm afraid of having things to be afraid of . WTH .

10. what is ur worst habit ?
- emotional ~ that's what an aquarian should be like =X

11. Do u like blogging ？
- not bad , not bad

12. do u cherish every single friendship of urs ?
- this-is-an-asking-the-obvious-qns .
I AM NOT ANSWERING .

13. Will you rather be loved by being someone you're not? Or be hated for being yourself?
- would u rather i box u and go to jail or i do this quiz and u shut up ?

14. What do you crave for the most currently?
- chalet ;DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

15. Are you single or in a relationship?
- single and enjoying it ;D

16. Describe the person who tagged you in seven words:
- idiotic guy who is nice to bully ;DDDD

17. What have you done to yourself to make yourself happy?
- by torturing others . uh =X kiddin . SELF-ENTERTAIN

18. What will you be in another 10 years to come?
- i'll be .................. GOHQIANYING . like durhs ?

19. If your loved ones died, would you consider committing suicide?
- nopes , i'll live and see the world on behalf of them (:

20. u are currently addicted to ..
- sleeping .

Tags : DON'T DO . lols .
do at ur own loss .
my blog cannot copy and paste .
means u must type all yourself . smile with me at 8:57:00 PM

uh , how should i start?
ok .
i wanted to express my gratitude to my friends at first ,
but decided not to ..
because , i'm simply toooooo lazy .
sorry though .
i'll just generalise it .
i love you guys a lot .
especially those who are like freaking close to me
*you guys know who you are*
regardless if you're my bff , gd fren , fren or enemy ,
just wanna say that you have left an impact in my life .
be it minor impact or HUGE impact .
just a big big thank you and all the best for your future .

i don't wanna part with my friends and all ):
not long ago , i just came into this school .
being a noob shit sec 1 .
until now , a graduate from qtss .
still rmb how i hated school ,
thinking of all ways to pon everyday .
this year was really the best year out of my 4 yrs in qtss .
though it was really short , it's really very memorable .
i would never wanna forget you guys . NEVER EVER .
i rmb seeing one sentence ytd on screen .
" Separation is nothing compared to the joy of meeting again "
it's something like that .
thanks all , gdbye qtss .

anyways ,
ytd was really great .
was so happy when yt came forward to ask to take photo .
i cried .
we almost became friends that never talked again .
thank you so much ,
my 10 years and counting friend ;DDD
let's have more of 10 years , like 20 , 30 40 years ? ;DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

ok , off to settle some chalet stuffs .
errr , nth was settled actually . LOLS... smile with me at 12:04:00 AM

Saturday, November 15, 2008♥

people who read my blog regularly ,
should realise there's a portion missing here .
i just find it way too long .
it's nth nice to mention anyways , abt the grad DAY .
it's not the best but definitely the most memorable .


mr tan ;;
YO !
you're the MOST PATIENT teacher i've ever met .
those we were very mischievious and all ,
you never lose your temper on us .
you're oso very lame .
forever cracking lame jokes and tio shoot by us cuz it's tooooooo lame .
perhaps it's because of ur age that's why u could communicate with us soooo well .
though u've quit teaching ,
i'll never forget u ;D
i bet the rest of the 4d peeps oso the same .
thanks for helping me in improving my maths ;DDD
ur dedication video is like THE BEST ;DDDDDD


i oso wanna thank the following teachers .
for their never-ending support given
ms wee ,
mdm teoh ,
ms heng ,
mrs tan ,
ms khoo ,
mdm yeo ,
mdm zhou ,
mr imran

tml , i'll post my gratitudes to my friends ;DDD
STAY TUNE .

Labels: graduation day'08

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Friday, November 14, 2008♥

zilian king (HUND) and zilian shen (me) ;DDD
the zilians ;DD
the GB ;DDDDDDDDDour school's choir .
singing ......... i forgot ! xDD

Labels: graduation day'08

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Thursday, November 13, 2008♥

cover opened ;D
smile with me at 11:45:00 PM

Wednesday, November 12, 2008♥

ok . to start things right ,
O LEVELS IS OVER ! *for me*
OMG . WTH .
ITTTTTSSSSS OVVVVVEEEEERRRR !!
bloody hell .
screw all textbooks , tys , workbooks , revision notes , specimen papers , other sch's papers , exam papers and ENTRY PROOF
it's slacking time for me man !!!!!!!
omg .
i'm so damn happy that everything's over .


have i mentioned smth ?
i've got really GREAT frens like da insane , gek , sc and yy . *in alphabetical order*
i noe that if i fall ,
when i look up ,
i'll see u guys lending me a helping hand .
i just saw gek's blog .
thank you sooo much .
tears were formed at my eyes when i read that .
i'm so glad that i've met u guys la .
u all are like my pillars of support .


tml i'm going window shopping without windows with gek and sc .
wahahahahahahhahaha .
finally can shop without worrying abt studies
ppl , i need a job .
crap , i'm spending way too much man .
hmmmmmm .
dunno wad i hmmm-ing .
nth to blog lo .
TAG ME PPL .
TAG ME !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
view and run for wad ?
so shy uh ? o.O

wad the hell ,
i spent like 25mins typing these =.=
qy's time management SUCKS . LOLS smile with me at 1:12:00 AM

Tuesday, November 11, 2008♥

i'm really in a bad bad mood .
sorry yy ,
not that i don't wanna tell u ,
is i dunno how to start .
i'll be fine , really . smile with me at 9:59:00 PM

Monday, November 10, 2008♥

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YY !!!
hope u enjoy the little little surprise for u ;DD
*smth to add*
10 yrs down the road ,
i promise we'll still be the bestest friends ;DD
u're really one great friend , i swear
*it's getting abit 肉麻 ;P*


oh ya ,
tml's the last paper for me ;DD
YES ARHHHHHH ;DDDD smile with me at 11:04:00 PM

Sunday, November 09, 2008♥

today was nice ;D
went out to shop for *ahem* and buy sc's shoes and go yamaha check the price and find job
with sc the ah gong and gek ;D
uh , the prices were damn ex .
omg ...
i hope i'll get a job real soon .
i really wanna go and learn a talent or two ;D
anyone who noes where to learn electric guitar or drums cheap
pls tell me ):
tml someone's birthday hurh ?
lol ..
15 only wanna come noisy noisy .
*ahem* 3 mths ++ time i gonna be 17 ;DDD smile with me at 10:43:00 PM

Saturday, November 08, 2008♥

Labels: 脩 ;DD

smile with me at 11:25:00 PM

wanna share with everyone this nice sentence .
i dunno who was the one who created this .
but it's really a very good motivation ;D


与其後悔当初没有做 ,
不如做了再後悔 smile with me at 12:01:00 AM

Friday, November 07, 2008♥

have been playing like crazy this few days .
one more paper nx week and thats the end .
trying to find a job so that i can buy something using my own effort .
but i just have no idea what job is suitable for me that i can work long there
wanna work , play , go out
just dun wan to stay at home and rmb that .
anything but that .

pierced my left ear today .
not that pain .
so to all who have not pierce cuz u scared of the pain ,
ITS REALLY NOT THAT SCARY AS U TOT .
so jiayou ;D
thanks to gek , sc and yy to be there ;DDDDDDDDDDDDDD

what can i do ?
i tried to smile , really .
i told myself ,
never to cry anymore . smile with me at 12:18:00 AM

Wednesday, November 05, 2008♥

mood now: SUPER HIGH
reason: 1 more paper till end of O's !!!!!!!
decided to 花痴 a bit and post this guy's photo ;DD
he is 陳德修
english name : shumetheny
acted in the x-family
he's really nice looking right ?
*goes crazy over him* *KIDDING*
but he plays the electric guitar DAMN well .
u will go "wahhhhhhhhh~~" o.O
ok . end of 花痴 time .
cya tml ppl ;DDDDDDD

p.s HE'S REALLY NICE LOOKING LAAAAAAAAA ;DDD

Labels: 脩 ;DD

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Tuesday, November 04, 2008♥

WOOOAAAAHHHHHH PPPLLLLLLLLLLLLL
SSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS ISSSSSSSSSS OVVVEERRRRRRRR
tml's dnt ...
another stressful paper due to my lack of 'common sense'
section A is gonna be a killer ..
anyways ...
let's share a touching story/scene/whatever u name it .
TRUE STORY !

was on my way home today when i saw this old lady boarding the same bus as me .
the astonishing fact wasn't that she board the same bus as me ,
but the fact that she wasn't wearing any shoes .
she was holding 3 bags full of things .
she went to have a seat just opposite me .
she held onto her 3 bags like as those they were her prized possessions .
Though Singapore is considered rather developed ,
but there are still elderly out there who are being forgotten by the society .
are the rich getting richer and the poor getting poorer ?
or is it purely that the elderly are being left behind this society that is improving way too fast ?
people like us should really reflect on how we treat the elderly beside us .
we are the people who can make a difference in their lives .


ok . today's being a little ..... hmmm ?
but just wanna share this with u guys .
let's get back to a happier tone .
hmmmm .
18th is approaching .
i'm sooooo freaking excited !
that would be our so called last gathering before each of us step into the nx part of our life journey ba ?
ok ppl .
time to study for dnt ;DD
sayonara smile with me at 1:19:00 AM

Saturday, November 01, 2008♥

o's is still going on .
been losing the study mood since maths paper 2
did hell badly for it .
after that was poa which i did badly too .
whatever that i wasn't confident with ,
CAME OUT .
bloody hell .
at that moment i really wish i could walk out of the hall straight !
poa was one of my hope !
but yet , BOTH papers were like alien language !
damn damn damn damn damn .
they always say new syllabus will be easy .
ya , from start till now everything was ok .
UNTIL poa .
freak man .
hopes dashed . dreams shattered . SCREW U .
must really score for social studies and dnt alrdy .
or i'll be screwing myself man .
i'm really really praying for an A for dnt and an A for comb. humans
PLEASEEEEE .
i'll trade my slpping time for the As .
3 more papers (including MCQs) !
jiiiiiiaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyoooooouuuuuuuuuuuuu !!

* gd luck to yy who's at pulau ubin having atc now ;DD

Labels: O levels ;D

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