Saturday, January 31, 2009♥

i seriously think that God has been really very nice to me recently .
1. i had gd O's results ( i'm not those smart students but yet i got such results )
2. i got into the course i want ( psychology and community services )
3. my mother bought me what i wanted ( a $43.90 game )
4. clique is celebrating my b'day(:
i really thank Him a lot .
i really wonder if i'm actually using up all my luck this year .
i hope not :X

imadeadealthatifigetintothiscourseiwouldforgetaboutyouandworkhardinstudiesiguessi'llhavetogiveuponyou
goodbyetoyouand
HELLO TO NGEE ANN POLY (PSYCHOLOGY AND COMMUNITY SERVICES )

time to work hard !!! ;DDD


yes,it may hurt badly now .
but i believe i am able to do it (:
For , i'm gohqianying . smile with me at 11:57:00 PM

Friday, January 30, 2009♥

i'm so bored/angry with myself .
i feel so zzzzzz trying to remind him abt the promises .
so throw face la .
btw , clique is planning something on my b'day .
but they're not telling me anything .
^%$$%#%#^%
i don't like to be kept in suspense !
it feels so roarrrr
but nvm .
i'm happy at least they bothered about it ;DD

sorry ppl ...
i still can't find the damn cable .
i tink it went to bai nian with other cables .
photos would be delayed ! smile with me at 12:51:00 AM

Tuesday, January 27, 2009♥

if there's one more chance for me to end it ,
i wouldn't end it this way .
i wouldn't even wanna end it .
it hurts to leave . smile with me at 2:17:00 AM

Monday, January 26, 2009♥

it hurts badly inside):
what a wonderful cny gift ?
i couldn't smile at all .
i hate 2009's cny eve
i dun hate you ,
but u're really a sucker for doing sucha thing .
can someone just erase my memory .
i wanna forget everything about you .
dun make me rmb any good point about u .
i'm not sure if i'm able to forget u completely .
but one thing for sure ,
you walked out of my life .
u left me feeling like a complete retard .
i almost broke down ,
but thank god , i'm still rationale enough not to do so .
should i thank you for the wonderful memories
or hate u for them ?
i nv expect that we would end this way ..
perhaps , giving up on ak is the worst decision ever made .
i shall not believe in him anymore .
never ..
i really want to talk to someone about this ,
but i can't ..
why must he treat me this way when he don't mean it?
don't he know how to weigh his actions .
fuck .
i really feel like crying now .
qy must be strong .
qy must not cry for him .
not on cny at least .

happy cny everyone !!!
i've got tons of photos to upload .
but i can't find my bloody cable again .
lols .
shall upload them when it decides to appear (:
tml's bai nian day !!!!!!!!!!
i'm so so so so so so so excited !
wadever =.=
hahaha

fake laughters ....
smile with me at 4:51:00 AM

Sunday, January 25, 2009♥

it's cny eve tml (:
looking forward to seeing all my cousins ;DD
seems like someone is hating cny *erhem*
hahas .
i am soooo boreddd
am i someone who's difficult to entertain ?
lols .
i guess so .
cuz i'm always bored .
actually , these are all crap.
i'm just trying to make my post look longer .
=.=


不知不觉中我已爱上了你(: smile with me at 2:54:00 AM

Saturday, January 24, 2009♥

just watched love matters .
rate it 2 out of 5 .
the advertisment was no doubt a nice one .
but the movie is boring ..
quite bad , seriously .

oh oh ,
did i mention about the failure outing today ?
ugh.
i shan't comment any further.
lesson learnt ..

a big big thank you to twin and dom
for the companion while waiting for my mum .
greatly appreciated ! ;DD
we crapped the whole time at the weird place which has a bbq smell all the time .
it was fun , though .
cny is coming .
i'm sooooo sooo sooo sooo happy ;DD smile with me at 2:48:00 AM

Wednesday, January 21, 2009♥

i'm so disappointed ):
i thought there's some cny celebration in qtss this friday .
but it's gonna be some crappy sports thingy .
damn !

i've got so much i wanna say out .
but there seems like no one for me to pour all these stuff out .
my shoulders are so heavy .
holding on to so much burdens ..
so many a times i just wanna throw these burdens ,
and lead back my carefree life .
how much rest also not enough ..
zzzzzz .
i-don't-like-emo-post =.=

cny is coming !!!!!
i'm so damn happy .
except that i'll have to meet her . =.=
damn .
don't spoil my cny please laaaaaaaaa
shopping tml (:
i'm happy ;DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

you finally came online ;DDD
but all i did was to stare at your msn nick like a retard ):
how often will you come online ..
damnimissyou): smile with me at 10:11:00 PM

Tuesday, January 20, 2009♥

some photos on ytd's playground trip ;DDDDDDD

we played from evening till ..........
smile with me at 4:33:00 PM

Monday, January 19, 2009♥

had a crazy crazy day today .
had chinese tuition for that siao eh .
after 1 1/2 hours of battling with chinese ,
we went to kopitiam to eat .
after which we went to jalan jalan .
( my house add : jalan ***** . does it mean 'walk ******' ? o.O )
we went into comics connection when this damn funny/disgusting thing happened
we went to the poster side of comics connection .
and suddenly ,
there's this pungent ..
blardy hell ,
a guy let off methane there and walked away .
damn , it stinks badly !
we walked real fast out of the place
and the moment i stepped out of comics connection ,
i broke out into LOUD laughters .
it was really blardy funny/disgusting .
i laughed till i squat down .
that was how funny it was .
we went to tiong park to play .
wahahhahaa .
deprived childhood ;DDD
we laughed like some mad idiots ( or is it me only ? )
so damn funny .
omg . today was really nice .
i swear (:

iwannaseeyouonfriday): smile with me at 11:49:00 PM

changed my blogskin ;DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
nicer than my previous one ,
because it's not pink (:
( i hate pink like how i hate ******* )
dun bother guessing who ,
just some random *** .
but it looks different in IE than in FF .

i miss 笨笨 ):
but he says meet-up after cny week .
i miss da-insane too .
but we'll be playing badminton this week
and 笨笨 not coming .
ugh , whatever (: smile with me at 4:01:00 AM

Sunday, January 18, 2009♥

and so now ,
i don't even have the freedom to blog
WTF . smile with me at 11:51:00 PM

ok ..
i slept my whole afternoon away .
WOW .
ytd's ATF was ok ...
not much to do .
except for the carrying of water/food and looking at qtss sec 4/5
the end .
the dinner was ...
a bit waste of money due to my bad headache .
no appetite to eat .
and i dunno how to cook .
WAHHAHAHA . =.=

ohohoh ,
did i mention that zhaowei and yonghwee came on friday ?
omg ..
i miss them sooooooo much ):


is lying one of ur forte ?
sucker .
tothinkthationcefeltthatuwerenice . smile with me at 9:12:00 PM

Saturday, January 17, 2009♥

my initial thought was to talk about ATF and the CIs' steamboat 'gathering'
on second thought ,
i've decided not to .
cuz i'm having this bad headache that's not going away .
i'm frowning while typing this .
and i'm having the i-feel-like-vomiting feeling .
so , everything would be left till tml .
so stay tune ! =.= smile with me at 11:50:00 PM

today (friday , 16 jan 09 )
training was ______________________________
whatever u guys think it is then it is lors .
tml's ATF ;DDD
woots ~~!
so happy for what ?
i also not playing =.=
urm .

uweren'tonlineytdandtoday):

i hereby declare that yy's blog is irritating me badly .
BADLY .
wanna comment only must type the dunno wad , email and pw .
i shan't go her blog anymore !
ahahhaa .
yy , i know u'll cry when u see this ^^
oh , did i mention that i'll be seeing her on sat and on sun and on mon ?!
5days continuously . (including thurs + fri)
GOSHHHH .
yes ppl , i'm complaining .
i sound so evil in this post .
this is so not-me !
damn , i'm suppose to sound polite , kind , understanding and everything nice .
trust me ppl ... o.O smile with me at 12:31:00 AM

Friday, January 16, 2009♥

here to share a gd news with everyone (:
i , gohqianying , have finally submitted my jae application !
like f-i-n-a-l-l-y !
have been indecisive since the day i took my results .
if the dateline is like nx week ,
trust me , i would submit it nx week .
whatever , say so much also no use .
i've already submitted it .
lols .
3 cheers !
training later , woahhh .
i haven't sleep yet =.= smile with me at 4:28:00 AM

i swear my heart skipped a beat (:
whenitalktoyou
or did it skip many many beats ?
lols (:
smilinguponurnameissonice(:


smiling like a retard seems like the best/sweetest thing to do now ;DDDDD

this post is utter rubbish .
lame shit post .
WHATEVER ;DDDD
don't be jealous , ppl .
smile with me (: smile with me at 12:09:00 AM

Thursday, January 15, 2009♥

dunno what to blog .
i need a job , badly ):
physically and mentally worn out .
i have no idea what to do next .
i haven't submit my choices .
dateline : tml , 4pm



speechless .
horrified .
pissed .
freaked out .
shocked .
what the hell man ....
i am not tolerating anymore nonsense smile with me at 10:49:00 PM

i'm feeling so zzz .
worried not being able to get in .
worried abt the fees and everything .
arghhhhh .
if i really cannot get into the course ,
i'll be so damn disappointed in myself .
i'm so lazy to tink abt other things le .
bye smile with me at 1:25:00 AM

Tuesday, January 13, 2009♥

i freaking woke up DARN early today .
with all the worrying shit in me .
( was that the reason why i've got diarrhea after taking my results ? )
i tried watching tv but my mind was filled with wads gonna happen later .
couldn't stand it anymore .
msg-ed ppl to pull them out for lunch
it helped a little .
with all the crapping from us .
time FLEW today , i swear .
lalalala and it's 1 plus gonna be 2pm
WTH MAN .
they dragged dragged dragged .
and we waited waited waited .
i seriously didn't pay a single attention to what they were saying
seeing ppl going to get their results one by one .
that isn't a very nice thing to do .
soon , it was my turn to take my results
went forward , signed and
mdm zhou said this to me " 不要紧张"
i smiled and walked back .
looked at my results and my reactions were :
o.o --> o.O --> O.O --> jump up and down with O.O look and laughed like some mad idiot
but ....
some ppl around me didnt do up to their expectations ..
i just hope u guys will get into a course and
work towards ur future (:
and ,
nope ppl , i'm not telling my results on the blog .
if u wanna noe ,
ask me personally (:

i'm so happy for u (: smile with me at 1:13:00 AM

Sunday, January 11, 2009♥

wad the lleh .
tml's 12/1/09
for humans who still dunno wad's gonna happen tml .
tml's the release of O levels results
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
blardy nervous .
nervous like abcdefg .
ate kinder brueno to let myself relax a bit =.=
chatting with sihao and yiwei now .
all super nervous .
ahhhhhhh .
no mood blog .
bye ! smile with me at 9:33:00 PM

Wednesday, January 07, 2009♥

AHHHHHHHHHHH
qy's doomsday on monday , 12 jan
time : 2pm
venue : qtss
results !!!
wth .
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz .
*fainted*

i'm so so so so so so damn happy today !
don't ask me why .
i won't tell .
lalalala smile with me at 11:20:00 PM

Monday, January 05, 2009♥

qy's happy (:
1. she will not be free this whole week (like finally)
2. she bought a new wallet that can fit all her cards (:
3. she slept a lot today .
4. she smiles upon a.k's name ;DDD
5. she got to eat at ikea today

qy's not happy ):
1. *erhem* is being not nice , pissed qy with his only-haha-reply
2. bestioz not free to talk .
3. she wants kinder brueno ):

urms . this is damn lame .
wayyyyy tooooo boreddddd alrdy .
haha .
but it's true .
i'll be occupied this whole week (:
i finally have an excuse to wake up early everyday . hehs
i just love the feeling of being busy for smth (:
i know it sounds pervertic .
hahahahaha .
urms ,


ak(: smile with me at 11:25:00 PM

Sunday, January 04, 2009♥

freak freak freak freak freak freak !!!!!!!!!!
i don't wanna vent my anger on anyone .
i might not have [s]
but i'm sure i have [e] and [a]
i'd enough of this kind of discrimination .
freak , whole mood spoilt .
forget it .
who can really understand how it feels ? smile with me at 11:31:00 PM

话不投机 半句多

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anyways , went shopping today
felt real bad ):
spent nearly $200 !
to some rich ppl out there ,
$200 may be dirt to you .
BUT it meant a lot to me .
cuz i don't work nor save :X
but what's done cannot be undone (风凉话)
3 shirts
1 polo tee
2 shorts
1 jeans
= $190.60
AHHHHHHHHHS
wadever =.=
i had choco sundae just now (:
but i didn't really eat the choco ,
i merely ate the ice cream . ;DD
reason being , the choco is too sweet
and i love the ice cream ;DDDDDDDDD
staring at my bag of 战利品(those clothes i bought)
nth to talk about it .
lols .
i , gohqianying , shall TRY to spend less next time (:
thisisfreakinglame.
time check : time now 4.21am .
woahhhh o.O
cannot be late tml sia ,
i shall go zzzzzzzzzzz now (:

a.k
i'msocrazyovera.k . smile with me at 1:03:00 AM

Saturday, January 03, 2009♥

as promised , i shall blog
(though i have nth to blog about ;D)
urms , had agm just now .
met nicholas and junhao earlier at redhill mrt and went together .
shall skip agm's detail .
went home at around 10 plus i guess ?
didn't take note of time .
took bus to tiong
and as usual , lazy me called dad to come and fetch me home (:
thx dad (:
came home , slacked and stuff .
came online , discussed with kay yong about minor details of OT .
started talking about np .
lols .
i'm still feeling happy/high/positive/everything nice (:
sayo earthlings (:
i shall go and disturb ppl ! ;DD smile with me at 2:42:00 AM

Friday, January 02, 2009♥

just woke up (:
i wanna go out to buy smth but ..
awww , nehmind .
i'm feeling kinda high , happy , hyper and everything nice .
talking to yy now .
hi yy ! ;DD
urms ,
i'll blog again tonight .
bye earthlings ;DD smile with me at 4:23:00 PM

time check : 2.05am
qy's bored !
bestioz aslp cuz she has sch tml .
clique's aslp too cuz most of them have sch tml oso .
goh *erhem* 's doing project .
wenqi went to slp cuz she has to go out tml
i'm really really bored .
as claimed by him , he will talk to me later .
but i doubt so la huh ...
so i'm thinking if i should sleep .
BUT ,
i slept so much today ...
omg .


i wan kinder brueno !
give me and i'll smile like crazy ;DD
this is random ;D

Labels: random ;D

smile with me at 2:05:00 AM

Thursday, January 01, 2009♥

HAPPY NEW YEAR PPL !!!
(i know it's kind of late alrdy . lols )
i spent my x'mas at wanying's house .
WOW ..
countdown-ed at her house
saw MANY MANY small fireworks .
had choco fondue ( uber sweet ): ) and mahjong-ed all the way till 12 plus . ;DD
went yy's house after that .
( it was a sudden decision to stayover at her house)
urmmm .
we talked , played , laughed , SLEPT .
lols .
so sry uh ,
i know that my '5mins' became like 2 hours ?
i was really tired :X
thanks for the stayover at ur house ! ;DD
and also , thanks for not drawing my face when i fell aslp . hehs .
went home at around 6pm plus ..
slept till now ;DDD
quite nice to sleep soooo long .
but i'll just get soooooo tired .
i know it sounds illogical .
but it happens to gohqianying (:

i'm feeling sooo *censored* .
i dunno how to describe .
but yes , the feeling is so strong that i wanna cry
ahhhh .
everything sucks ):
grrrrrr ..
i feel so emo-ish .
eeeeewww . wadever

itinkimissyou(: smile with me at 11:20:00 PM