Wednesday, March 11, 2009♥

1. cjy should seriously GO AND DIE .
2. yes ppl, i love *y*k
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3. i still think that cjy should go and DIE .

i don't know what to blog.
but i just wanna let my blog post seem so dead.
so ...
ok ..
let's see what i can crap out.
oh ya .
sometimes, i would just wonder why i sacrifice so much for that .
i could have already dyed my hair the moment O's was over.
i could have went out everyday and play like there's no tml.
i could have found a job and earn money like WOAHHH.
i could have cut my hair and make it untie-able.
i could have spent more time at home sleeping
there are just so many ' i could have ' that i can name them all out.
but i just know that very one reason that made me sacrifice so much for 'that'
the reason was pride and passion .
i know it sounds corny, lame and whatsoever.
but it was really these 2 words that made me hung on to 'that' and persevere on no matter how many obstacles i faced.
how could i ever let them understand that too ?
for now, i still don't have an answer for it.
but i believe, sooner or later, whatever that i foresee will come true (:
and i'm still optimistic about it ! ;DD

and i've got a illness recently...
i'm starting to smile to myself .
that's so mentally disorder...
BUT i'm not MAD ..
i bet you guys are thinking that i'm mad now =.=
hey ... i'm not la can ?
alrights . shall go to bed now ..
bye earthlings ;D smile with me at 11:07:00 PM