Wednesday, March 25, 2009♥

i just know of this devastating news.
damn ...
my heart sank to the deepest bottom.
but i can't tell anyone what's it about ...
i'm about to explode =.=
errr... literally.
lols. whatever it is.
i'm just so upset.
ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...
why like this ):
urm .. i think i'm upset..
i also don't know what kind of feeling i'm having now =.=


but but but..
i'm so happy ^^ 1/2
cuz i saw you today.
hohohohohohohohohohoho ;DDDD
lalalalalalalalalalalalala =.=
what a stupid post..
range duty tml, but somehow....
the feeling is not right...
i don't know why ):
life's just not really right for me this few days ..
people around me should realise that,
i'm getting more and more vulgar..
somehow, it's just a form of self-protection for me..
there's just a lot of uncertainty,
so much that i need to self-protect..
i will never show my weak side to others, that's for sure.
so hard to smile now ..
i need twice as much effort to force myself to smile.
previously, those posts, i swear i'm not emo.
but for this post, i'm really depressed..
whatever it is.. i shall stop my lame shit post here.. smile with me at 11:20:00 PM