Tuesday, April 28, 2009♥

one of my worst mornings in 2009
it all started when 196 came late..
nevertheless, i board the bus.
on my way, i started seeing the signs of 'jams'
i alighted, in hope of taking a cab that will take another route to school.
just as the bus was reaching the bus stop, i wonder why the ___, it jerked
and i fell =.=
i mumbled something unintelligent and alighted.
after 10mins of walking and waving like mad, i finally got onto a cab=.=
upon reaching np, i thought it was the end of my torture..
but... i realised that i don't know how to walk to block 53.
OMG...
i ended up walking BIG ROUNDS to reach there.
and i reached the classroom at 9.15am =.=
the lecturer was being nice, she didn't scold me or mark me as late or absent.
but ya, the whole morning was really a very happening one..
LOLS.

ok.. on a lighter note now.
i know i haven't been blogging recently due to the start of school.
poly life has been rather smooth (till now).
though it's a bit( or maybe a fair bit) boring.
i really hope that things would remain as it is/become better.
oh ya, it's time that i should switch back to school mode.
where i sleep early and wake up early.
cuz my current mode would seriously kill me if i continue like this.
i would be KO-ed by my course if i continue to sleep late and wake up late.
tomorrow... OMG..
*starts whining* smile with me at 11:21:00 PM

Tuesday, April 21, 2009♥

i dunno why.. but the path is just so hard to walk.
the feeling of being insecure is so scary..
questioning myself whether it's worth it or not,
and the answer is always, yes.
when will i ever stop that feeling..
seriously, i dunno..
will that promise ever come true? it remains unknown..
am i being a burden to u already?
ur tone changed..
u're no longer the person i noe..
what's happening... smile with me at 6:40:00 PM

Monday, April 20, 2009♥

first day of school today(:
hmmmm. lectures were not bad?
funny,nice lecturers(:
enjoyed myself
met up with shichia and had lunch with her at SIM.
chiong back for lecture.
almost late :X
dearest came to find me after my lecture.
went to SP to eat ^^
then went tiong to walk walk.
hmmmmm.
thanks dearest ^^
after which dearest send me home, as usual(:
btw, thanks for taking my stuff and carrying my bag.
greatly appreciated(:
don't forget, u promise to be there for me whenever i need you(:
i'm taking ur promise for real..
;DDDDD
sorry for today's bad day.
ughhh..
dunno why we will like that..
hmmmm.
but i guess, it's never gonna happen again? (:
looking forward to tml morning ^^
you-know-what-i-mean(:

15th day(:
and still counting <3 smile with me at 11:03:00 PM

Friday, April 17, 2009♥

today was rather hectic, but enjoyable ;DD
last training for the NCOs.
hmmmm.. best of luck for ur upcoming exams, be it O's or N's
thanks for all the help you guys gave to the unit.
thanks for being there for the cadets.
to cut this short, thanks for everything(:
after training, had dinner at tiong with cadets.
doesn't seem like a unit dinner..
cuz all sat separately.
but anyways, went to sit at the lift lobby after dinner with everyone
blah blah blah, yada yada yada.
went home after that.

dearest ;
thanks for THAT ;DDD
really damn touched.
i almost cried when i know that u went down specially to buy for me just to make me happy.
thanks for doing so much for me.
thanks for pei-ing me every night though u're like damn tired.
thanks for being NOT angry though i whack u damn hard everytime
thanks for being there for me always.
in short, thanks for being in my life (:

yea yea.
tml got npap.
woohoo~~

12th day (: smile with me at 11:39:00 PM

and perhaps, sometimes you just shouldn't trust a fren too much.
u can go and tell him/her that he/she is ur bestest-est fren, but he/she might not think so.
u might worth nth to them.
WOW.
thanks for letting me know that i worth nth to you.
THANKS smile with me at 12:49:00 AM

Thursday, April 16, 2009♥

hmmmm..
first of all,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JASON !! ;DDD
hope u enjoyed yourself today ^^
went to top one to sing from 11 plus - 6pm
lols.
after which, went pasta mania to eat.
err.... i still dun really fancy that..
then went to bugis street, wanted to buy my ear ring.
but... decided to not due to the fact that i might find my lost one back.
then they all went to iluma.
walked around, then went to the arcade.
they played, while i watch o.O
they all decided to go play l4d and i decided to go home?
dearest then send me home and we sat at the bus stop to chat, as usual?
hahas.
thanks dearest ;DDDD
that's all for today.
tml got unit training.
;DDD
happy happy.

11th day(: smile with me at 11:53:00 PM

Wednesday, April 15, 2009♥

today is bad..
really bad..
i don't wanna say any further.
whatever you say kept repeating in my mind over and over again.
i don't know how to trust you..
i just hate today...


10th day.. smile with me at 11:35:00 PM

Monday, April 13, 2009♥

saw smth that i shouldn't see today.
damn it.
mood spoilt.
dun ask me.
i'm not telling.
feeling so damn insecure.
whatever it is, i'm trying my best.
but am on the verge of breaking down. smile with me at 9:50:00 PM

Saturday, April 11, 2009♥

had ATC/STC meeting today (:
that's all i have to say.
HAHAS.
oh ya,
tml gonna go sweep tomb(:
going to tw's b'day chalet (:

THE END.
hahas smile with me at 2:33:00 AM

Friday, April 10, 2009♥

ytd was a fun day out with yy and jy
met on the free shuttle bus to ps.
walked to cathay to see if there's any nice movie that GV dun have.
but, yea. don't have ):
so went back to ps to watch.
bought the tickets for 'Knowing' and went to eat subway.
SO DAMN FUNNY LA.
it was jy's first time eating subway.
hahahahhahahas
just by the way he order, u can laugh so badly.
lols
after that, went to watch the movie.
urm... overall. 6/10.
the back part of the movie was real draggy.
i fell aslp :X
and i don't like the ending =.=
this is the first time i watch a particular movie for the first time and fell aslp
this shows how boring this movie is to me.
however, this is my personal opinion.
different ppl, different perspective i guess?
after movie, went to jalan jalan at ps.
decided to head back to tiong with the intention to ton.
chat at tiong till i dunno wad time and all decided to go home as yy wants to go to gym the nx day.
walked home. wow.
having meeting later. wow wow.
sweep tomb tml. wow wow wow.
enough of the wow-ing.
bye earthlings !
bye chui-est guy !
bye my sons and daughter
bye my fiance !
in short, BYE EVERYONE. ;DD smile with me at 4:15:00 PM

Thursday, April 09, 2009♥

hmmmm.. didn't wanna blog..
but some chui ppl, keep asking me to blog..
hahas
i dunno what to update =.=
urm ..
damn it .. i really dunno what to update?
FORGET IT...
I SHALL UPDATE LATER THEN..
hahas smile with me at 12:15:00 AM

Saturday, April 04, 2009♥

oath taking today ...
hmmmmmmm ...
after oath taking, went tiong bahru to eat ^^
no $$ so ate something cheap . LOLS
after that, watched the ' Shinjuku Incident '
WALAO EH.
^%$$#$%@#$%^#%^&%%#@%R#$%@#@
idiot.. this show is damn scary.
i seriously shivered with fear in the cinema and i almost wanted to leave the cinema.
but being the brave and strong me, i stayed to watch the whole movie.
BUT i cried in fear and last part jackie chan die, i also cried=.=
then after movie, had after-movie-review(amr) at mac.
HAHAS
talk talk talk till like 1am then walk home.
yup.
having a bad bad headache now ):

OH YA ...
I CAN'T WALK WITH COURTSHOES =.=
damnit !
i fell like 3746327452364532874672345236743 times ?
ughhhhhh..
how sad..

and the blue black on my leg doesn't go away ):
it hurts so badly when i kneel down or smth hit it.
UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH smile with me at 2:53:00 AM

Thursday, April 02, 2009♥

hope for the best, prepared for the worst (:
why is everyone so busy when i'm so free now ar?
and why is everyone sleeping when i'm so awake now?

oh yea,
oath taking tomorrow
can't go down unit training tml.
awwwww ):
jiayou, my pride ;DD

on a more serious tone,
i most prob closing my blog le.
either that or i'll change my link to smth that nobody know..
<3

this paragraph is noyb, don't read =.=
i really am contented already(:
with such a chui s__ like him, life is getting more and more fun.
LOLS (:
how often do i praise him sia...
but jus now, he really said something that was so touching ):
though he might not mean it.... but yup..
ty, my chui-est son. (:
hope u is not go around telling ppl the same thing de la hors?
but even if so, i also can't say anything.
i really hope that this relationship wouldn't end badly?
*cross fingers*
but anyway, i also wouldn't know the future right?
*bad feeling...*
don't be too touched ar.. i will scared. LOLS
but i really really mean it(: smile with me at 11:20:00 PM

Wednesday, April 01, 2009♥

today had extra training ..
is that even counted as a training ?
ughh ... shan't pour out my feelings here ):
people who wanna know, ask me.
but i might not tell la huh ....
regarding the closure of my blog, i still haven't decide yet.
i'm going back to qtss tml (:
wonder what good things will happen ;DD
i'm so tired o.O

i miss you (:
you you you you you

OH YEA,
I DON'T LIKE APRIL'S FOOL 2009 ):
being the KIND and naive me,
i'm always the one who's being fooled=.=
i don't know why ?!
ughhhhh ..
i hope by april's fool 2010, i'll be able to fool one person or 2 ?
yea.. i was a crybaby today,
i cried when they bluff me about not coming for meeting today.
LOLS.
i was fooled like .... 4 times ? or 5 times ?
and they all come from the same kind of ppl =.= or group i should say..
damnit. i should have constantly remind myself that today is april's fool day .
whatever it is, i've been fooled already .
JIAYOU ON APRIL'S FOOL 2010 THEN. lols (:

They didn't agree on much.
In fact, they rarely agreed on anything.
They fought all the time and they challenged each other everyday
but in spite of their differences, they had one thing in common.
they were crazy about each other

WAHS .. THIS SENTENCES DAMN COOL CAN ?!
know why?
they came from my friendster profile the background..
lols =.=
i'm boreddddddddddddd as usual.. ;DD smile with me at 11:31:00 PM

HAPPY APRIL'S FOOL DAY ^^
today is gonna be a very busy day .
but ... weird to say, i'm happy that i'm busy =.=
i think it's because too long never busy liao, everyday slack at home.
lols .
ugh .. my blog is full of broke english ):
shall stop throwing my face .
oh yea, i might be closing my blog ..
still deciding... smile with me at 1:15:00 PM

i think ....
it's time to draw the 'line' .. smile with me at 1:56:00 AM

hohoho.
training today (:
NICEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE..
i don't know why, but i just love trainings nowadays (:
' cuz we love our unit, and want it to be first to be first. HA . '
my pride (: reading this ???
i just look forward to every single training man ;DD

isomehowmissyousobadly):
i know i say this a lot of times already =.=
lols..
whatever it is ..
THIS IS NOT A EMO POST (:
CUZ I'M SOOOOOOO FREAKING HAPPY.
know why ?????
cuz got training maaaa .. LOLS ;DD

" work, play, train, rest
we are the best ;DDDDDD "
i really miss the past ...
but i like the present too (:
oh yea, i can't collect my SGC this friday ):
anyone wanna know why, ask me directly.......

A COMPLAIN HERE...
someone said to chat on msn ..
but when i online, SOMEONE OFFLINE ALREADY .
what is this siaaaa .......
don't want talk to me then DON'T LORS ..
nobody force you to ....
disown you ar !!
go find other mummy laaaaa

oh yea... i'm so ___________________ ..
i can't say . LOLS =.=
tomorrow got meeting !!
hehs.
I'M NOT SHORT =.= smile with me at 12:55:00 AM