050709 ♥

Tuesday, June 30, 2009♥

disclaimer: I don't blog in nice sentences, perfect english, essay format nor chim english. If you want to learn GOOD english, wrong place wrong place. tsk tsk. ^^ hahas

5 more days (:
looking forward to it! ;DD
looking forward to friday too(:
someone♥ knows why xD
oh and saturday too(:
outing outing!
sentosa suntanning session ♥
and why am i so hyper?
CUZ I'VE FRIGGGGIIINNNNNNNN COMPLETED MY PSYCHO ESSAY ;DDD
it's really an irony on how i've just written 1500 words explaining how important sleep is and here i am NOT sleeping yet at this hour :X
and i screwed ITABS paper.
and and i freaking screwed INTCOM paper (:
i guess, most people screwed it.
oh?
is that deductive or inductive reasoning ?
tada~! answer is INDUCTIVE REASONING =.=
crap.
just a prove that i got listen abit in INTPSY today.



♥2 months 25 days and still counting (:

IDIOTIC PIG!
jiayou for exams (:
3 more papers
missing you so badly):
you'd better pay back after your exams! :X smile with me at 11:30:00 PM

moodswings....

Sunday, June 28, 2009♥

if only... i could cry like this..
smile with me at 9:31:00 PM

imy, my idiotic pig ):

time passed DAMN slowly today.
oh.
lazy me packed my room today ;DDD
it looked so damn NEAT and TIDY and SPACIOUS now.
a sense of achievement ^^
but this wasn't what i'm suppose to do today!!
i was suppose to complete my psychology essay and study for INTCOM test..
=.=
oh well.. time to work on my essay now ): smile with me at 5:56:00 PM

appropriate. NOT

this isn't the appropriate place to share my feelings.
time to move..

where the f is my corner ... smile with me at 1:27:00 AM

Saturday, June 27, 2009♥

someone♥ studying now
and i'm gonna be alone tml):
oh well...
i'll try my best..
need to complete my to-do list by tml if not, i'm in deep shit.
1. psychology essay.. ( current status: 8.53% done. :P ~128 words our of 1500 words )
2. study for INTCOM test. =.=
that's all for tml's schedule..
and, iwmy ):

i need a corner to cry smile with me at 11:50:00 PM

hiding place..

i need a corner. smile with me at 12:53:00 AM

Thursday, June 25, 2009♥

hello J♥ (:
here to cheer you up!
;DDDDD
smile smile eh!
jiayou in studying!!!
ily(: smile with me at 12:21:00 AM

MOVIEESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

Wednesday, June 24, 2009♥

i THINK i know why J doesn't wanna go for movie sessionS with me..
a peek to the list of movies I wanna watch :P

1. Transformer: Revenge of the Fallen
2. Ice Age 3: Dawn of the Dinosaurs
3. Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince
4. UP
5. The Proposal

*excluding those movies that i wanted to watch so badly but didn't catch it in the end ):
*including movies that are coming soon/sneak preview

currently is like that..
scary right?
Presume, i watch them all on tues.
6x5 = $30
LMAO..
oh well..
this post is purely to kill my boredom at this hour of time..
:PPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP smile with me at 4:27:00 AM

i need a break!

life has been very happening recently.
but yes, qy is once again picking herself up(:




dina, shiying.
LOOK HERE!
thank you!! ;DD
love you guys(: smile with me at 4:16:00 AM

Tuesday, June 23, 2009♥

i've no patience for nonsense anymore.
not wasting my time on other stuff except for that..
hoping he gets well soon..
please..
he's getting so weak now.
feeling pain whenever he sits.
why is this happening.
please, whoever is hearing the voices in my heart, bless my grandpa..
i don't want yet another close one leaving me.
and i know, he won't.
i really can't imagine that.
so please, bless him..
get well soon...
get well soon...
i no longer have the strength to smile wholeheartedly.
smiling seems like a chore now.
who can i confide in?
not letting anyone hear the voices deep in my heart..
the screams.. the fustration.. smile with me at 3:14:00 AM

praying so hard..

Monday, June 22, 2009♥

i'm feeling so down now.
but i can't tell ♥ cuz i don't wanna stress him.
i don't know what to do.
i could only put up a brave front.
who can i tell my feelings to..
praying so hard that my grandpa will be fine.
please..
i'm just so down now....
what can i do..
i need a shoulder to cry upon..

- to the world, you may be someone but to someone, you may be the world -
hope to be someone's world(:

all the best for your exams, ♥ (:
remember, i'm always here for you.

get well soon... smile with me at 9:20:00 PM

tired ):

Saturday, June 20, 2009♥

20th june..
hmmmm..
actually, nothing much to blog today.
it's just so sad that qy is leading a boring life ):
and yea..
hinting ♥ for movie marathon but ...
i think he's acting blur.
LOLS.
idiotic .
UGHHHH smile with me at 11:08:00 PM

people always say,
you'll only treasure something after you lose it.
i truly understand the meaning of this today.
i lost something very very important to me today.
and it was through this "lost-ing" that i realise this thing is VERY important to me.
and i promise,
i'll never lose it again.
that's my promise to ♥ (:
just came home from aar..
quite tired but ♥ isn't sleeping yet.
oh well. (:
looking forward to tomorrow.
in fact, i look forward to every single day as long as i'm with ♥ (:
but next week..
somehow is going to be a very tough week.
reason, i shan't state it here.
oh well..
but i believe, qy is strong enough to be alone(:
iloveyou, yesyou(: smile with me at 1:06:00 AM

Thursday, June 18, 2009♥

caught ' Ghost of girlfriends past ' with ♥ (:
nice movie!
though the starting of the movie was a no-no to all BFs,
the ending was really sweet, romantic and an OMG scene(:
overall a rating of 4/5
nice movie for all out there !
strongly recommended(:
a mixture of romance and comedy.
wouldn't bore you out(perhaps)
since ♥ told me he wasn't bored thru out the movie
so i guess, it's alright for guys to go and watch it

- it's inevitable to experience hurt, but the greatest pain is to walk away from love -

[ 2 mths 13 days and still counting! ;DD ]

tomorrow's to-do list :
1. unit training
2. go HTA
3. campfire meeting
4. atc/stc aar
sad to say, 1 week of my precious hols is coming to an end.
1 more week to go.
i'd better start working on my essay..
before i start rushing like some idiot again
oh well.. time to work hard ):
hello ♥ (: smile with me at 10:01:00 PM

my heart feels so heavy.
i've never had such a feeling/encounter before.
i don't know what to do nor how to react.
i just wanna run away, away from all these..
can anyone help me?
it hurts so badly not being able to express it out.
i really wanna escape..
i'm ok..
just that the pain is just so unbearable today..
i need a place to hide.. to cry.. to stop the pain..
'why?' is the only thing i could ask now..
i'm not blaming any one.. just myself.. smile with me at 2:29:00 AM

atc'09
3 days just passed like this.
oh well..
i've learnt alot during these 3 days.
and i enjoyed myself! ;D

17 june'09
woohoo~~
steamboat!
but there's always a price to pay..
i laosai-ed and felt like vomiting.
ughh
somehow..
there's only 2 possibility,
1. food not clean
2. food not cooked
LOLS.
yea.
thanks ♥ for sending me home(:
seeing you tomorrow again! ;DDDDDD smile with me at 1:40:00 AM

Tuesday, June 16, 2009♥

just wanna let someone know,
wonder when will that someone reads this.
ily
thanks for everything you've done for me since 050409(:
all the quarrels we have will not affect us
i love you(: smile with me at 7:43:00 PM

Sunday, June 14, 2009♥

back from camp(:
i love my first ATC (: smile with me at 10:57:00 PM

SUPER TIRED~! ):

Tuesday, June 09, 2009♥

tiring day.
so tired that i can't blog!
to group:
oh well,
let's just work very hard and get it done asap(:
I NEED SOME SLEEP BADLY...

someone spoilt my happy ending.. smile with me at 10:36:00 PM

1 down, 1 more to go(:

Monday, June 08, 2009♥

i want nobody, nobody but you(:
time to study ):
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee smile with me at 9:02:00 PM

WRICOM COMMON TEST

one post before i go and meet dina and co. for lunch and after that go for WRICOM test
omg..
damn scary.
it has been a long time since i had an exam.
all the best for me,
all the best for T02,
all the best for PCS year 1

to be cont'd at night(: smile with me at 10:08:00 AM

COMMON TEST WEEK ):

Sunday, June 07, 2009♥

OMG..
studied APA for the past few days BUT i still can't remember where should have full stops where don't need.
crap..
if i fail, i'm gonna run around the classroom and laugh on WRICOM lesson
HAHAHHAHAHAA =.=
just by the thought of it makes me laugh.
oops.
hopefully mr see doesn't see this. *crosses fingers*
good luck to all for APA common test tomorrow(:
common-ly scary test =.=

i don't blog in proper english
*slap myself* (like real ah!) smile with me at 10:49:00 PM

I DID NOT GO M-I-A (:

friday;;
IT'S 5/5/09 !!!!!!!!! ( if u didn't realise ) ;DDDD
s & w
CATS
followed by SEOUL GARDEN at TAKA ^^
i enjoyed myself ;DDDD
you too right? hahas
ate till SUPER FULL..
didn't eat anything else that day
had a really wonderful day spent (:

sat ;;
had recce at pulau ubin
met them at 8.15am at outram
went changi jetty there to eat
waited for all to come then set off
THE WEATHER WAS DAMN HOT LAAAAAAAAA
omg.
had a very very very very bad headache
i'm sooooo weak
and oh,
i finally know how to walk from jetty to campsite(:
a big big thank you to weixian (:
and of cuz the rest for insisting that i walk at the front to learn
after recce, ate at same place
then went to queensway to buy my daypack
ty IP for accompanying me to queensway though we were already very very very exhausted.
furthermore, we oso went to tiong bahru
so really really ty (:
after that, went home, bathed, online and SLEEEEEPPPPPPPPPPP

today ;;
woke up at 8++am
ate breakfast at market (:
memories(:
went to grandma's house for something( difficult to explain )
tot would end at about 1 plus or 2 plus la.
in the end.
11 plus end lo.
then around 12 plus went tiong
walk walk walk till 2 plus.
was having a sudden down mood..
couldn't smile at all and was highly irritable.
oh oh oh..
wanna complain smth here !!
wahhhh
got this stupid child, knock onto me never say sorry
instead she said "ai ya"
she's not those cute cute little little child that u imagine ok..
she's ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
lols.
and ...
I CAN'T GO LMSC
due to common test.
wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ):
sad-ed LMAO
SOMEONE going, i not going
NOT FAIRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
*whine and scream* like a .... bitch
ATC COMING ~~~!!
*excited* not really..
due to some hurting(a bit) words from somoeone unintentionally ):
but it still hurt-ed my ego
oh well...
forgive and forget, qy(: smile with me at 7:09:00 PM

Tuesday, June 02, 2009♥

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THIS, will be my look soon...
gonna mug real hard for the 2 common tests coming up REAL soon
- WRICOM APA test
- ITABS 5 chapters test.
week 11 : INTCOM test =.=
TIME TO STUDY VERY VERY VERY VERY HARD.
and i know i can do it! ;DD
nerds FTW!

TODAY'S 5 HOURS BREAK WAS ... NICE(:
with dina and shiying(:
we 3 bought the planner which cost $2.90.
SUPER CHEAP AND NICE ^^
______ lecture was boring.
i drew like mad la.
but... test coming.
no matter how boring also must study ):
oh well..
time to get back to reality
study study study..
got time then cont. this post (:
3 more days !! ;DD smile with me at 9:41:00 PM

Monday, June 01, 2009♥

nothing special today..
except that after lesson,
had to chiong so badly for the newsletter project
oh and at night, cooked dinner with him
and my dish turned out.... ):
oh well... it's a well known fact that I CAN'T COOK.
so too bad.
however, had a good time though ^^
ahhh. tsk tsk. my posts are all in bad bad english.
but then, come to think of it.. who cares xDD
can read can liao.
oh ya.
intpsy presentation tomorrow. GOODLUCK
jiayou~~~!!

i'm missing someone badly now.
4moredays...
expecting a surprise ^^
looking forward to it (:
;DDDDDDDDDDDDDD
qy is just so happy(: lalalala~ smile with me at 11:08:00 PM

f***. i forgot to do elearning for intpsy.
damit!
screw elearning la =.=
_l_
so dead tml..... crap! smile with me at 1:51:00 AM