Friday, July 31, 2009♥

心灵相通 smile with me at 11:02:00 PM

what do you really want?
i can't seem to catch up with your change.
one moment you could be this, but the next moment you could be a totally different person.
i'm so tired.
i need someone's shoulder now.
and the stupid cramp is hurting me so badly smile with me at 10:32:00 PM

Wednesday, July 29, 2009♥

feeling super tired emotionally/mentally.
projects are due one by one.
after projects, got assignments
after assignments, got final term paper
after final term paper, got exam
i'm really very very very very very very tired
i need a shoulder to lean on to take a break.
i swear i'm gonna PLAY like crazy for my 7 weeks of hols
i DESERVE this break.
feeling so *speechless* now.

met boy♥ and jason for dinner just now.
thanks boy♥ for the encouragements(:
but i guess, you won't be seeing this ba. so nvm

BREAKING DOWN SOON... smile with me at 9:56:00 PM

Tuesday, July 28, 2009♥

yesterday was really the worst day ever.
it felt like i've cried 1litre of tears. (roughly la =.=)

thanks dina for being there for me(:
thanks for asking me if i'm ok.
thanks for consoling me
thanks for encouraging me.
thanks for cheering me up today(:
thanks for being such a great listener and entertainer today(:
me ♥ you k(:

exams coming :/
i have NO motivation to study at all.
fuck projects =.=

Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

i had a crazy comserv lecture today
*secret*

recovering..
healing..
trying to smile.. wholeheartedly.. smile with me at 9:02:00 PM

Monday, July 27, 2009♥

i can't salvage it anymore..
it's no use..
i'm breaking down..
i can never smile anymore.. smile with me at 9:17:00 PM

i singlehandedly ruined my own relationship.
my heart is not crying now..
it's tearing apart.
if there is a rewind button for our relationship, i swear i would rewind back to 5.30pm.
i'm so sorry. i'm really very very sorry.
but i guess, we are not gonna go back to normal anymore.
take care..
iwillstillloveyou.. smile with me at 8:14:00 PM

Sunday, July 26, 2009♥

i've been waking up super early recently ^^
yesterday woke up around 7plus nearing 8am.
today woke up at 9plus (:
but i lie on my bed till like 11plus then get up :/
met boy♥ then went SP to run with jason(:
i'm damn NOOB la can.
i ran like 2 rounds only =.=
boy♥ ran like 10 rounds?
and jason ran 11 rounds?
DAMN! i shouldn't have drank the cold water before i run ):
nehmind. NEXT WEEK TRY AGAIN!
not gonna let jason say i weak
but *erhem* they running the standard chartered marathon lehs.
I AM NOT!
so they ought to be more pro than me ^^ *excuses*
furthermore, boy♥ run before the standard chartered marathon lors. so it's NORMAL that he run so much.
ok.. ENOUGH of excuses.
after running, went holland to MAKAN!!
ate the don't-know-what ramen and SATAY!!
damn ):
my wallet is losing weight and i'm gaining weight! ):
NOT EVEN A SINGLE MONEY SAVED FOR MY FLIP FLOPS YET!!!
oh. did i mention? as i'm blogging, jason is on his way home by LEGS. he walk home from my house. damn. seriously wondering what are his legs made of o.O run 11 rounds already still can walk home :/
time to chiong for soci ppt slides and wricom essay!
=.= why the hell are the homework never ending =.= smile with me at 8:26:00 PM

Saturday, July 25, 2009♥

http://farm2.static.flickr.com/1416/1195446308_cf9432f006.jpg

totally random.. BUT I WANT TO EAT BELGIAN WAFFLE w fruits ):
not this but... similar.
i can't find any nice one with fruits):

ok ok. back to topic :/

yesterday__
had s&w.
NUGGET CHICKEN WING FRIES MAN
i forgot almost everything and they didn't give us the syllabus as promised =.= totally cheating my feelings man.
then for cats, shooting went rather smoothly.
met jy then went to qtss for lunch ^^
DAMNNNNN. THE FOOD IS STILL LIKE SOOO NICE LAZXZZXZXZXZ
and did i mention? the cantoon looks brighter now than before. jy said it's cuz they on the lights but somehow, i think, it's cuz they changed the colour of the canteen
but N E WAY.. none of my business :/
training.. blah blah blah...
had dinner with the rest.
waited for the two "guests" till i'm super hungrehhhhhhhh la.
yes, don't look away. is the two of THEM!
then boy♥ sent me home. (as usual :P)

today__
went to NLB with boy♥ today but he couldn't find the book he want :/
went bugis street afterwards.
IT'S FLOODED WITH cheeeeeeenaaaaassssssssss =.= must i still emphasize on how much i dislike them?
boy♥ treated me bubble tea!!
i'm so damn happy (:

ME WANT MY NUM FLIP FLOPS ):
but apparently, i haven't been saving monehhhhhh.
i want i want i want i want i want !!
my aim: to buy it before exam
date now: 25 July
exam: 25 August
woohoo~! 1 month.

should i go running tml?

10 more days♥ (:

i don't wanna quarrel with you anymore.
but somehow,
it's just inevitable isn't it?
is it really my fault for all the unhappiness caused?
i'm sorry.
i don't wanna see you upset anymore.
what's wrong....
i'm sorry boy♥ ): smile with me at 9:42:00 PM

Friday, July 24, 2009♥

idon'twannasmile.. smile with me at 10:14:00 PM

here is a LAME story to share (:
2 SUPER BORED girls (dina + shiying)
me is normal! ;DD
having lesson(:

ending photo!

i'm uber tired now. totally worn out by soci project. i wanna sleep): so... that's all for today! bye earthlings(:

smile with me at 12:08:00 AM

Wednesday, July 22, 2009♥

http://www.newurbanmale.com/shopping/images/havaianas/2008/hvn_metal_logo_silver_main.jpg

OMG.
i want this ):
trying my best to save $$ for this.
LOOK at the HOT metal logo!
actually, this is not the colour of the logo i want.
NUM's gold logo havaianas is the one i want
but it is kinda unaffordable to me at the moment. ):http://www.newurbanmale.com/shopping/images/havaianas/2009/jelly_orchidrose_s.jpg

OR THIS?

the jelly logo one.

it's cheaper (:
either one also must save money. so stop dreaming! time to save money): i need a new pair of flip flops. my current one spoiling):

any kind soul wanna buy for me? ^^

=.= stop dreaming, qy(:

TIME FOR PROJECTS/ASSGINMENTS!
intsoc's social change project
intpsy's creative project
cats' i-dunno-what project
wricom's final term paper
itabs' website assignment
SOOOOOOOOOO MUCHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
exams date: 25 and 26 aug 2009.
1 month away =.=
CHIONGGGGG ARRR..
*pauses*
i still want my havaianas flip flops.
jelly logo or metal logo(gold) ? smile with me at 10:49:00 PM

Monday, July 20, 2009♥

i was on the verge of my tears.

truth hurts.
yes, indeed. smile with me at 11:12:00 PM

Sunday, July 19, 2009♥

i hereby conclude that...
jason tan ** *** is VERY VERY VERY VERY mean.
girls stay away from him!
oops:X
kidding(:
but he's damn mean :( smile with me at 8:54:00 PM

Saturday, July 18, 2009♥

i must must must MUST MUST
complete my INTCOM term paper by tonight.
if not, NO SLEEP for me :/ smile with me at 10:39:00 PM

and you taught me,
reality and dreams will never match. smile with me at 12:52:00 AM

Friday, July 17, 2009♥

my fever is finally gone (i suppose)
but the f-ed up throat is still painful
and it's affecting my ears very very very badly.
i don't know why, but my ears are feeling a sharp pain which most likely is caused by my throat cuz i can't find any other reasons. :/
and i insisted to eat mac today.
think boy♥ was quite unhappy about it cuz i just recovered from my fever.
sorry):

i'm quite unhappy/upset about some stuff too.
but unable to blog it here :/
oh well.
s&w was quite funny today
did lots of butt work. hahas
oh.. rocking ISN'T obscene ok?
hahas.
3 more weeks :)

losing all my mood to blog
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz smile with me at 10:24:00 PM

Thursday, July 16, 2009♥

simpleytrishey.blogspot.com
STEAMBOAT );
i want eat eat eat ):
smile with me at 8:50:00 PM

______ are SO rude.
they don't know how to say good afternoon ____
nor thank you _____
and expect us to tell them things.
still can use la, leh, hor to us (:
whatever it is.
i'm kind. ^^ smile with me at 3:42:00 PM

Wednesday, July 15, 2009♥

screw my fever ):
i don't wanna think anymore
i don't wanna cry anymore smile with me at 7:26:00 PM

Sunday, July 12, 2009♥

i just needed someone to talk to..
i just needed someone to advice me..
i just needed someone to help me..
i just needed someone to be understanding to me..
i just needed someone to analyse it with me..
i just needed someone to encourage me..
i just needed someone to not throw temper at me at this type of time..
why can't you be the one..
i just want to learn something and make my life less boring..
i just want to learn something .. like you...
i just want to have you supporting me like how I've supported you during your grading today..
i just want to share a common interest with you..
i just want to smile like a little girl to u after training when i learn a new thing..
am i doing something wrong?
perhaps, what i wished isn't what you wished.
why must you be the one who make me lose all my excitement to choose a new thing to learn..
why must you be the one who crush all my excitement..
i don't wanna learn anything anymore..
tired..
moodless..
totally heartbroken..
tears are flowing, like never before.
perhaps i should stop expecting.
it's never the way i want it to be and never will it be..
but i'm still holding on to faith that one day, everything i wished for will happen.
and deep down in my heart, i know it will happen.
yes, qy.
it will happen.


people, if you're nice enough, don't ask me what happened. smile with me at 10:32:00 PM

boy♥ (:

Saturday, July 11, 2009♥

today(:
went out with boy♥ and his mummy today(:
shan't say why(:
but yeah.
we went bugis, iluma.
had dinner at tiong then sent boy♥'s mummy to bus stop
was walking home halfway then decided to go library.
it may sound random but NOPE.
i went to library for WRICOM final term paper.
i'm a good good girl ^^
borrowed 3 books using boy♥'s IC.
*hiak hiak hiak. i'm so not gonna return the books laaa ^^ Just kidding (:
after borrowing books, walked to BMC there.
was debating whether to let him accompany me to my bus stop or i pei him wait for bus
then suddenly,
heavy downpour =.=
in the end, he sent me home(:
pei him wait for bus at my house there de bus stop.

boy♥ got tkd grading tml
goodluck!! :DD
jason too(:

friday(:
had s&w (:
i'm starting to like dancesports abit :/
finally learn finish one dance
pheww~~
but salsa next
that seemed fun la.
maybe...
then cats
ahh.
no comments =.=


photos~~ ;DD
LOOK AT HOW NUR DINA AMALINA FATIMAH BUKIT TIMAH SPELLS MY NAME =.= thanks ar =.=

;DDDD
smile with me at 11:02:00 PM

Thursday, July 09, 2009♥

omg.
it's finally thursday ;DDDDDDD
tml is friday and tadaa~~!
weekends!
have got to chiong wricom final term paper outline this weekend
if not, i'm in deep deep shit :X
from now till early august,
i've got to rush 5 projects/assignments
&^%$%Y$Y^$#&^
wthomfgzzzwtf
1. WRICOM's final term paper
2. INTCOM's final term paper
3. INTSOC's proposal for social change
4. INTPSY's creative project
5. ITABS's website designing.
WALAOOOOOOOOOO EHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
i'd better get myself working before i realise that i'm running out of time
so many things to do, DO WHICH ONE FIRST =.=
DINA, SHIYING, GRACE AND PEIWEN are meaniesssss
they don't treat me as a girl ):
walaooo ehhhhh
and dina, stop lying to me that optimus prime is outside =.=
i ain't no someone who has a mental age of 2 years old.
looking forward to tml(:
meeting ♥ (:
i'm a happy girl ^^ smile with me at 10:27:00 PM

i'm having this uber big and painful ulcer on my gum):
having difficulty to talk.
lessons were.. alright i guess.
thinking of optimus prime all the time
HAHAS.
=.= totally kidding again.
met fishcake at the playground at like 9 plus.
had a approx. 2 hours chat with her.
i felt so relieved after talking.
it's like so long since i've such a feeling
a big thank you to you(:
oh well...
tml got SOME lecture again (shan't name wad)
think i'm gonna bring something there to read.
or i'm gonna bore to death.
eh. too kua zhang i guess :X
i've got no inspiration to blog today ):
(as if i have it everyday =.=)



where are the promises you've made..
feeling weaker and weaker each day.
is this really the way it should be?
i'm doubting.. smile with me at 12:20:00 AM

yours sincerly, fishy

Tuesday, July 07, 2009♥

just read an email sent by fishcake.
a horoscope email (in chinese)
it's extremely accurate.
even i, myself, also quite shocked by it.
oh well.
just a post for fishcake.
thanks for being a listener tonight(:
i'm so glad that i've got friends like you in my life.
rmb, i'll always be there for you whenever you need a listener.
No matter how late or how far you are, just a call and i'll rush down to find you(:
that's my promise to you, 10 years buddy(:

currently waiting for her to skate finish and continue our talk and gossip :X
hahas.
oh..
where's optimus prime):
HAHAS =.= smile with me at 10:38:00 PM

happy 3rd month(:

Sunday, July 05, 2009♥

went out with ♥ to celebrate something today(:
watched transformers and ate swensens. ;DD
transformers is DAMN OMFG nice.
trust me. it's soooooo nice that you just wanna watch it again ;D
one of the best movies i've seen this year, or perhaps, the best movie i've seen this year.
rating of 4.9/5 (:
i really don't mind watching it again!
awww..
i think i'm in love with optimus prime (regardless of its gender)
=.= people, i'm totally kidding.
but it's definitely a movie that everyone SHOULD watch!
after movie, time to makan!
swensens (:
i've got a UNGLAM photo of ♥ ;DDDD
didnt eat ice cream ):
but, i still enjoyed myself today(:
especially at the bus stop (:
qy is a happy girl (:
and i love my boy(:
i'm just soooooo happy! ;D

you're just the only one i need.♥ smile with me at 9:57:00 PM

Saturday, July 04, 2009♥

can i cry?
can i cry?
can i cry?

no..
i'm feeling so down now.
no.
i must be strong.
so hard ):
shutting myself from the world.. smile with me at 10:32:00 PM

Thursday, July 02, 2009♥

oreo is the new love!!
psycho lecture didnt really kill that much today.
just some injuries here and there.
S&W tml ):
actually, s&w is not ):
the one after s&w then is ):
ughhh.
dreamweaver~~
nice(:
2nd to finish!!
yayy~~

1 more paper.
3 more days.
2 more days
and 1 more day.
woohoO~~
*no one gets what i'm saying ^^ smile with me at 11:46:00 PM

PSYCHO KILLS!

Wednesday, July 01, 2009♥

credits: www.dur.ac.uk

how cute right?
but the harsh fact is that
PSYCHO LECTURE IS GONNA BE THIS CAT AND I'M GONNA BE THE POOR GUY DOWNSTAIRS BEING "SHOT"
):
i know i shouldn't be saying this,
BUT... it's really boring ):
i dread to go to lecture tml ....
why start my dreadful and drag-ful thursday with a boring lecture ):
thursday blues =.=
*starts whining like some ______ *

on a lighter note,
i had hell lots of fun today with d, g and tb.
they are just so FUNNEHHH that you just wanna keep laughing.
ok, scratch that off.
i had hell lots of fun today with T02.
they are just so FUNNEHHH that you just wanna keep laughing. (:
went harbourfront mac with d, g and tb.
funnehh funnehh and FUNNEH
and junming made my day! ;D (partially xD)
i'm a happy girl cuz i shopped today(:
thanks dina for accompany-ing.
oh and talking about dina...
me: *needs to go to the ladies
dina: *starts singing
me: dina, you're scaring the shit out of me xDD

i'm gonna stop here.
the bloody pain is irritating the shit out of me):
i hate cramps!
cramps spoil my daySSSSSS ):

2 more papers!(:
jiayou, ♥(:
still looking forward to friday, saturday and sunday!
NICE WEEKEND FOR THIS WEEK!
omg~~ ;DD *excited* smile with me at 11:58:00 PM