Sunday, May 09, 2010♥

i've been thinking a lot for the past 1 week..
observed a lot,
realised a lot.

i've seen too many selfish acts around me.
i've seen too many hypocrites around me.
it's just so scary that the person who is smiling at you now, might hurt you the next moment.

people who know me, knows that i'm someone who doesn't like to share.
but
people who know me well, knows that i'm someone who wants to share.

i thought we were all close friends
perhaps i was wrong.
you all are close friends.
i'm just a clown to all of you.

perhaps, living in a competitive society for long will make everyone forget how to be selfless.

i always say to people. "no matter what happens, i'll be there for you"
but do i have any friends who will really be there for me?
do i have any friend who will be there for me no matter what happens?
really tired of being the one giving yet receiving nth..

i guess,
i'm really such a lousy friend that i do not have any close friends. smile with me at 10:22:00 PM