Friday, December 03, 2010♥

SCMS in 2 days time.
Cambodia study trip in 1 week.
super excited for both ^^

i was wondering on the bus why didnt i have any eyecandy or crushes in poly like in secondary school.
and i finally know why.

i'm afraid of the feeling that we'll be nothing but strangers or acquaintance after my 3 yrs of poly life.

that feeling sucks man. i don't wanna be nothing with ppl i love. ytrdy night, the thought of after 1yr plus more, all my poly friends are going to be my past. i no longer have reasons like "hey, let's meet in school to study or eat". it's like the link is broken. super upset over that thought. i dun wanna break any links. :/ but this is life. we move on.

i promise i'll make an extra effort to meet up with my loved ones in poly <3

i enjoyed my lunch date with pw and dina. we shared, laughed and get angry / sad together.
thanks for cheering me up <3


will continue my post when i get home

Labels: true feelings

smile with me at 5:22:00 PM