i'm in no way, shape, or form ready to say goodbye.

Thursday, May 03, 2012♥

i'm back, expressing my thoughts in this tiny page of mine.
thoughts that can't be shared just to anyone.

looking back since the last time i've blogged (properly), tons of things happened.
i fell in love, i fell out of love, i hurt, i got hurt, i laughed wholeheartedly, i cried like there's no tomorrow, i collapsed, i stood up stronger, i've imparted knowledge, i've gained new knowledge.
most importantly, i've become stronger.
physically, emotionally and mentally.
i'm thankful for each and every incident in my life so far.
they've shaped me the way i am right now.
and to be honest, i pretty much love myself now.
i'm no longer worried of being loved the way i deserved it and i'm no longer worried of loving people the way they deserved it.
it feels good, it really does.
and i know, it will only be better.

and to you, i no longer know how to talk to you.
don't ever talk to me out of pity
i don't need any of that.
i don't blame you for everything that happened 1 year ago. 
friends? i don't know if this is the right word now.
we're less than friends now, definitely.
maybe you're right. in future, perhaps things would go back to how it was like in the past.
but now, i just hope that things remain as it is.
take care.

to all my loved ones out there,
i just wanna take this chance to tell you guys,
i love you.
more than i can ever express.
thank you for accepting me for who i am and never judging me.
i love you guys so much.

lastly,
AVENGERS IS ZOMGWTFBBQWTSLALALA NICE.
everyone NEED to watch that movie.
HIGHLY recommended (but if you don't like it, then too bad)
Ironman is MAD hot in the movie (Captain America too)
oh! and you've got to stay in the theatre after the credits! MUST okay!
quoting my friend "Avengers is the nicest movie in the past 20 years of my life"
SO GO WATCH GO WATCH GO WATCH! :D smile with me at 1:28:00 AM