i never told you before about me screenshot-ing one of the conversation we had about you assuring me about something. don't read too much into it, it's just me wanting to keep it as a memory (:

i guess i have never once told you a secret i had about you.

that is, you have left an impact in my life and you were the one who changed me and my perceptions about relationships and friendships and a lot of things. .

without you, i will probably still be someone who doesn't trust easily and have this wall between myself and others. you never know how much you've done to help me. i'm sorry that i'm not of much help though :X you're super chim and i'm just super simple? :/ i also wish to be so chim but i just can't ): limited space up there *points to head* ahh well :/ i'll try to be chim~~ for everyone! =D

though we end up quite badly now, being friends that hardly talk, i just wanna take this opportunity to thank you for all your retardedness that led to the building of our friendship. i never knew we will be friends and ya, i'm glad to have a friend like you (: for all that you've done for me during our short (few months) friendship, thank you (:

i'm sorry for all the nonsense? that i've created. i guess i must have gave u a hell load of troubles :X was being immature in the past (not that i've matured a lot now) but yea, that was the old qy. hopefully one day when we both can really have the regular chats we have again, i'll show you the new qy.

you're one friend i regretted losing.

take care buddy. have been reading your blog regularly and realise that there are somethings going on in your life but being the usual me, i don't dare to approach you and ask you about it for fear that you might not want to share and it will end up making me feel that the gap between us is getting wider. ignorance is bliss i guess (: i just wanna assume that we're still friends (: though you might not be visiting my blog anymore but i'm just keeping my fingers crossed, hoping that one day you might chance upon my blog and see this post. no, i'm not expecting anything to happen after you read this post. i just hope that u'll understand that u're not a bad friend to anyone and hope you'll continue to stay awesome as you are (:

signing off,

your friend