shall jot down this little thought of mine so that i can expand it later tmr or remind myself to blog about something tomorrow.

recently i've been reading magazines and blogs.

and i realise that most teenagers are taking their life wayyyy too lightly.

they say they want to die/want to jump off the building/commit suicide at the slightest thing like friendship problem or even breaking up with their girlf/boyf.

i find it really stupid. sorry, but yes, i used the word 'stupid'.

everyday, people are fighting against natural disasters/man-made disasters/diseases/cancers just so that they can live just one more day.

but there are people who'd rather die?

and cutting wrist =.= do you really think that by cutting your wrist will solve anything?

i'm just very pissed off by people who take their lives lightly.

i had relatives dying of cancer and all they wished was to live just another day or as long as they could. but they just had to be brought away by cancer.

they are the ones who treasure their lives more than anything but this just had to happen to them :/

time to wake up, stupid, naive teenagers.

step out of your comfort zone and quit living under the care and protection of your parents.

stop being the fragile teenager that can't even handle a small setback.

stop seeing death as an alternative to your problems.

IT IS NOT.

i guess it's just me.

i'm not someone who would encourage people to gain pity from others to make themselves feel better. so if you ever need someone to pity you or encourage you to gain pity, don't come to me. i'll tell you to find a solution and move on. if you have a problem, you face it. if the problem isn't worth your effort, then throw it to the back of your head or better still, OUT of your head.

it's time to realise, if you hadn't, that life is full of setbacks.

there's only 2 options for you.

1. whine and rant and complain whole day why life is so unfair to you, be emo forever

OR

2. find a solution to it, solve the problem and carry on with your life.

nothing's worth you staying stagnant in your life.

you have to move on.

who isn't burdened by problems? everyone is.

it's just how one would react to it that makes the difference.

sometimes, changing the way how you see something helps too. it's just how you perceive a situation that affects your mood sometimes.

yup, so everyone who's emo/depressed/sad now, try alternatives.

think positively. don't constantly live in your current state. step out of your comfort zone.

no, i'm not assuming that everyone is strong. but i believe everyone is strong enough to overcome their problems (: you can always turn to your friends for support. remember, you're not alone in this world.

it's not something easy, but if you don't take the first step, you'll forever be in that cycle.

goodluck, peeps (:

okay, i know this was suppose to be a short post. but i had to type everything that came to my mind because i know i'll definitely forget everything tmr. xD

and, yea.

the amount of things i'm willing to share with you, is directly proportionate to the amount of things you're willing to share with me.

so if i'm not sharing things with you, it's probably because i don't feel that this sharing is 2-way.

but oh well, if you don't wanna share/can't be bothered, i can't force you too right?

this IS NOT towards any individual.

it's just something i want to share so people will understand me more.

(: one sharing a day, keeps accusation away~ :D

lastly, i just told my mummaye that i don't expect to celebrate my birthday this year.

not gonna share the reasons here. way toooooo personal.

it's better not to expect anything than to expect something and be disappointed afterwards.

i've decided how i'm gonna go about with my 21st though (which is 2 years from now. HAHAHAH)

p.s i apologise if this post sounded angsty or rude to you. i was quite angsty while blogging. yup.