MY STORY.

sucky or not?

Saturday, March 26, 2011♥

credits to whoever this work belongs to. you (y)

things are going downhill (yes, indeed)

tons of stuff to worry about in my mind.

failed ___________

flunked this sem

really CHILDISH ~~person~~ kiddo? (i'm sorry for using such a term) scolding me on facebook

you must be thinking, "life can't seem to get any better" right

BUT

i do have TONS of stuff to be happy actually.

1. i've cadets who really have the passion

2. i've found the reason why i've held on to NP for so long (y)

3. relationships are improving

4. I'M GOING BATAM NEXT WEEKEND double (y)

5. i'm starting to have a different perspective on stuff that used to mean something else to me.

6. i'm learning to open up to people who truly care

many many more :D

sometimes, i guess it's not how sucky something is.

but rather, how you look at something sucky (:

you can have the choice to either dwell in self-pity all day long or to spend the time to do something wise

there are a lot of people out there who are having a much more worse plight than us and despite their situation, they chose to fight for their life.

so who are we to whine & complain & cry all day all night over a small mistake/failure/problem/trouble.

so cut all your crap today & quit whining about your friend not replying you or whatever small thing it is.

instead of complaining that your friend isn't replying you,

might as well think WHY is your friend not replying you.

busy?

you suck?

phone spoil?

something happened?

i mean, hey.

you can't expect your friend to ALWAYS reply you right.

personally, i won't talk to/reply anyone if i'm feeling all shitty inside.

and i believe my close ones know that.

those who are not close to me are those to who are complaining on facebook now (y) *points at the guilty*

okay, shall stop being sarcastic.

but one thing for you to learn,

i don't clear misunderstandings.

i'm very stubborn & weird i guess?

nonetheless, i hope you'll stop it cuz i don't wanna see it? :/

neither do i wanna see you since u've said things to such extreme.

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ate Astons today.

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.

felt as if i was eating beef sashimi ):

the meat was un-cooked.

seriously and to think i asked for medium.

my rice was soaked with blood.

almost puked out while eating. ):

i'm gonna have phobia of beef for quite some time i guess.

everyone has different opinion on which season is the best.

i have no special preference for any season since Singapore only has Summer all year round.

BUT

there's one season that i HATEEEEEEEEEEEEEE the most.

the

DURIAN

season =.=

durians are the SMELLIEST thing ever on Earth.

they are so smelly, i'd rather smell someone's perspiration-soaked shirt than durian.

how sensitive am i to durian?

i could smell it even if i'm in my room, door shut, aircon on, when my daddy eats it in the kitchen.

gahhhh. unbearable smell.

my entire family (paternal or maternal extended family too) eats durian.

EVERYONE EXCEPT ME ):

so whenever it's durian season, i'll see packets of durian in my kitchen.

and my family would be enjoying their durian feast while i'm hiding in my room under my blanket.

can you imagine my agony when they come in to the room and talk? *CRY*

i hate the person who first started eating durian.

rawwwr.

okay fine. shall stop whining about my hatred for durian.

amazed at how i could shift topic from beef --> season --> durian. LOL.

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OH MY BATAM TRIP!

i'm going Batam next week (again) yupyup ^^

i call this the hunt-for-my-beloved-sausage mission :D

glad i'm able to end this post with a happy note ^^

WISH ME LUCK YO!

p.s my posts have no direction.

topics fly everywhere ):

time to do some changes. (y)

Labels: ESCAPE, thoughts

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