MY STORY.

Wednesday, June 01, 2011♥

i'm going through a really rough patch now.

towards you, all that's left is only disappointment.

and it's turning into resentment.

you made me realise that our friendship meant nth to you.

it was just a source of entertainment to you in the past.

i'm picking up these hidden meanings behind your actions that i was so afraid to know.

so afraid to the extent that i was in denial.

i didnt even dare to blog about us.

afraid to explore all these thoughts.

but all these efforts were useless and stupid.

utterly disappointed.

i'm changing, and i'm afraid of changing because i'm turning into someone i used to be.

i'm afraid to hate, afraid to dislike.

i'm most afraid to hurt.

i haven't been blogging happy thoughts recently. :/

so sorry.

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dear God,

i know You'll give me the strength to go through this rough patch.

Please help me be a better person.

smile with me at 12:06:00 AM