Friday, July 30, 2010♥

wad if, the one only that could make you smile, is the one who is causing you not to smile? smile with me at 12:53:00 PM

Thursday, July 29, 2010♥

why treat me so well... smile with me at 11:57:00 PM

in class.
gawddd. i'm so bored :X
no, i'm not emo/angsty/munzhan wadever =.=
just tell me how you wanna smile wholeheartedly everyday after going through shitty weeks
meeting shitty people
having shitty work
listening to shitty backstabbers
dealing with shitty situations

but still, i thank God for things that are good in my life
be in BIG or small.

to the one who left us physically recently,
rest in peace.
u'll always remain in everyone's heart.
一路好走
thanks for the chapter in my life (:

i may not have the best up-bringing on earth,
but i'm glad, my mummaye taught me manners and sense of shame.
i've nv said that i was smart.
quit being inferior. smile with me at 2:35:00 PM

Wednesday, July 28, 2010♥

i thank God for all the nice things (:

Labels: happy days

smile with me at 11:58:00 PM

Sunday, July 25, 2010♥

there's a lot of thoughts in my mind.
i dunno how to start. smile with me at 12:13:00 AM

"Hihi qianying. Dun think so poorly of yourself k. Heh, got many people love you de, just that sometimes we don't see it, or close our hearts to it. Yea sometimes we dun get too nice experiences here and thr but dun let the baddies bluff ya. you're awesome as you are, with a good heart, maybe a bit bruised and hard on da outside but nonetheless soft and lovely inside =) there will be some1 who loves you the way you are and everything that comes with it ^^"

not disclosing the sender.
but really wanna thank the sender.
went to bed last night feeling super crappy and stuff
but i woke up this morning and saw this sms.
it's like God hearing my heart and asking someone to send me this to get me going.
i did not mention to anyone the shit i'm going thru nw but yet, the sender still sent me this sms.
psychic or wad, i dunno.

but still,
thanks alot (:

Labels: GMH

smile with me at 12:00:00 AM

Tuesday, July 20, 2010♥

Reflection:

Gonna end of year 2 sem 1 and 1/2 a year has gone,
i realised that i've screwed up a big part of it.
- Assignments sloppily done
- Skipping classes
- Not handing up assignments
- Sleeping in class
- Not paying attention for the entire session in class
- Offending every single soul

wad's wrong with me. smile with me at 9:22:00 AM

Tuesday, July 13, 2010♥

如果爱的很累，
还因该爱吗？

i need someone who will never change. smile with me at 3:46:00 PM

your blog stunned me again.
:/ smile with me at 3:10:00 PM

Monday, July 12, 2010♥

yes, i'm there.
but no, i dun wanna talk to you.
no, i'm not okay.
yes, i'm very disappointed in you.
no, i don't intend to reply you.
yes, i'm thinking to treat you as a stranger.
no, i doubt i can forgive you.

questions answered so STOP talking to me.
tyvm.

--------------------------------------------------------------------------------- smile with me at 11:51:00 PM

i'm so affected.
i'm so disgusted by the ugly side of humans.
why am i always being used by others?
stop looking for me only when you need me..
sick of it.




我不懂得如何爱人了。 smile with me at 11:01:00 PM

FUCK YOU.
CHEEBYE.
sorry to be so vulgar. first time to you though.
CHEEBYE.
just read your blog and fuck,
i treated you as my friend.
someone who understand me.
but u had motive in talking to me.
i never knew you were someone like this.
i used to feel that u're someone with great thinkings of life,
BUT FUCK NO.
ur blog is full of excuses. smile with me at 4:15:00 PM

Saturday, July 10, 2010♥

CAMP NEXT WEEKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK
got several things on the list to buy :/

1. a new camp backpack
2. a new waterbottle
3. a pouch/slingbag
4. a new go-out bag (okay, i noe this is not needed for camp, but i just need)

NTH MUCH LEHS ACTUALLY =.=

any kind soul willing to accompany me to go buy all these?
SMS/CALL/EMAIL/TWITTER/MSN/FACEBOOK ME ;DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

dear guardian angel,
protect me from all sadness and hurt.
grant me a wish please?

from, qianying smile with me at 8:26:00 PM

Friday, July 09, 2010♥

I FINALLY FINISH BOTH ESSAYS.
OLE OLE OLE OLE
i spent 2 nights to complete both essays.
:X
for people who finds this sentence weird,
i have to apologise to you guys.
I did not finish my specom essay beforehand.
when you guys asked me, i havent even started on it. :P
Ytd's ytd night, i JUST started on my workic essay at 11plus?
then went to take a nap at 1plus am
when i woke up at 3am, my laptop was off. WTF =.=
and i didnt save it.
had to re-write everything.
had a word count of 980 words ytd night.
=.=
why am i so unlucky one ):
LOLS.
and ytd night, i was suppose to have a quick 45mins nap till 11pm
but i woke up at 2.30am =.=
and i only had 980 words for workic and 0 words for specom.
chiong-ed alllll the wayyyyy till 6plus just now and PHEW
I COMPLETED BOTH ESSAYS~~
me is damn proud of myself (:
so here i am, not sleeping cuz meeting grpmates to go apex at 9.30 :/


recee on saturday :D
busy busy busy
but i'm free now (contradicting)
CUZ I FINISHED TWO ESSAYS!
woohoo~~~~~~~

and no ppl, i don't smile nor talk 24/7.
i believe, i have the rights like everyone to keep quiet and not talk.
this is NOT emo nor attitude.

and to you you you you you and YOU.
stop treating me like a maid ):
don't always think that u guys are more superior kay
not voicing out does not mean i'm okay with it.
voicing out does not mean that i think that i'm always right :/

i want kinder bueno ):
i wanna hide in a cave.
i want a new bottle of funky dunkey ):
i want long holidays

OH, went for tkd training (finally) on monday!
was fun, funneh, challenging, nice.
wad's not fun is the 'shooting' part ):
but nvm ba.
who ask me backside itchy
grading on 25 april.
NERVOUS. BROKE (no money)

i'm blogging about random thoughts that comes to my mind.
xuete man.
oh, and i suck at peeling banana. :X
ask sy, pw and darren the pigeon why :/

okay, i'm off to catch a 30mins nap.
HOPEFULLY I CAN WAKE UP LA HURH.
i might not sleep either :/
see how.
gonna watch my favorite crayon shinchan :D
p.s. pigeon, me no delayed childhood =.=

Labels: happy days

smile with me at 7:33:00 AM

Saturday, July 03, 2010♥

if love comes in this form,
this isn't love. smile with me at 3:53:00 PM

Friday, July 02, 2010♥

i officially declare that i hate rainssssss
screw the flu and fever that the rain has brought.
i goddamnly have a cadets' briefing later lehs.
but i feel like the world's spinning. damnit.

i'm still feeling high~~~ :DDDDD

Labels: happy days

smile with me at 11:17:00 AM

these few days, i blog nth but emo post.
shall post smth nt bad tday :D

someone just told me smth that made me feel like i'm on drugs :D
(nt that i've tried drugs before =.= )
OMGOSHHH.
BIG THANK YOU TO YOU :DDDDDDDDDDDDD

youknowwhoyouare(: smile with me at 11:06:00 AM

Thursday, July 01, 2010♥

i dread to go home nowadays.


happy 400th post to me.
but i still dread going home.
i'd rather stay in school to do tons of project than to go home.

awesome =.=

Labels: 400th post

smile with me at 10:07:00 PM