MY STORY.

sorry! :D

Monday, January 24, 2011♥

Haven't been blogging for days. zomg.

What was i thinking / doing.

HAHAHAHA. THIS PHOTO JUST PURE RANDOM KAY. SUPER CUTE RIGHT. AWWWHH~

so forgive me for not updating :D

so here comes my update :D

PEIWEN'S / TIMOTHY'S / THEIR GROUP'S I&E

urm. pre ___________ vita concert? LMAO. i don't remember! HAHAHAHAHA. i'm so sorry :X i remember what it means in English okay! "Every life is precious, like a jewel" :D

throughout the whole concert, i only took one photo. feel so loserish. but oh well. LOL.

and WHY? CUZ HE'S SUPER AWESOME LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.

He performed 2 songs without a single sheet of score. *faints* and it was as if he was in his own world when he was playing. we were just people peeping through a window to catch a glimpse of his life. Singapore got a lot of talented people aye! ):

Went NEX consecutively for 3 weeks =.=

Not a bad place for shopping :D but i'm sick of going NEX already. LOL. shall not go for the next 2 months?

oh oh. tried the bubble tea there (look at the photo)

it cost me $2.10 and it's so freaking small. i know the photo made it seem as though it's quite big.

but imagine, it's 1/2 the size of a bubble tea straw. LOL. PATHETIC TTM. ): felt so cheated when i saw my cup. my sister and my mummaye even LAUGHED-OUT-LOUD after seeing my cup ):

definitely 3/5 only (for my cup)

but 4/5 for my sister's almond milk tea! GAHHH. SUPER NICEEE~ :D

so contradicting. oh well.

done all my shopping for CNY already :D

super proud of my clothes this year! mwahahhaha.

shall take photos of all my clothes/accessories/heels when ALL have arrived. *wink wink*

can't wait for CNY to have a break from all assignments :D

birthday's coming too :D

happy happy. love it when my birthday is during cny season. :D

assignments are piling up ):

1. brain & behavior essay - 2/2/11

2. counseling individual assignment - 11/2/11

3. grpmgt group project - 17/2/11

4. legalf test - (guess) 18/2/11

haven't count exams yet. ughh.

JIAYOU EVERYONE!

and, i've been missing wuguii recently ):

wuguii is the hamster on my laptop's dp ):

oh well. rest in peace wherever you are kay.

mummaye love you (:

sleepy now. sorry for this crappy post. just wanted to update something and push that angsty post below. shall do a nice one soon (with all my cny clothes) :D

Labels: happy days

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thank you

Tuesday, January 18, 2011♥

whenever i feel like exploding/ranting, she will always be there to listen and give advice to whatever i say without judging me. i feel so calm and relaxed after sharing. thanks a lot (:

i'll definitely know what to do the next time such a thing happens again. thanks a million.

a small sharing of myself.

i've never told anyone that i feel lonely.

and today, the first time in my life, i told someone that "i felt lonely"

it's the kind of emptiness in my heart that made me feel lonely. physical companion doesn't really help in this case. no matter how much i laugh and joke in school, the emptiness in my heart doesn't really diminish. it's just my mask to laugh and be loud in school to cover all the uncertainty and inferiority in me. :/ i have no idea why i'm sharing such a personal thing today. perhaps i just want people to know me better? (:

but i'm not gonna dwell in self-pity because it's just so not me. i'm gonna move on and fill my heart with meaningful stuff. gonna be the companion or filler to someone else's empty heart (: this shall be one of my 2011 resolutions :D 2012, i'll look back and see if i've fulfilled this resolution :DD

time to set my priorities right.

no more "awwhh-ing" over you.

need to really work super hard for this sem.

*push you to one corner of my mind* :D

JIAYOU QY! 你可以的 ! :D

and to mark this in my memory,

i donated blood today! :D

at NP's Ourspace at 11.50am :D

it felt like i've accomplished something great in my life :D

i'm so sorry i didn't manage to take a photo of my bandage before taking it out.

but smart people like YOU ALL, should know how to make use of the search engine - Google/Yahoo right :D

STRONGLY ENCOURAGE ALL OF YOU TO GO AND DONATE YOUR BLOOD TO SAVE A LIFE! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

it's not painful (i mean, i didn't really feel the pain) heh.

Labels: GMH, happy days, memories

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rainbow after thunderstorm

Tuesday, January 11, 2011♥

THANKS A MILLION TRILLION ZILLION~ =D

i'm sorry for all the trouble caused :/

it may seem like a small gesture to you but it really means A LOT to me (:

like a rainbow after a thunderstorm :D

like a guardian angel (yes, i can imagine that =.= face on you BUT i really felt this way :X)

thanks a lot. thanks for everything.

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~~it got me wondering, where were you. :/~~

~~do you even bother :/~~

Labels: GMH, happy days, thoughts, you(:

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random only~

Monday, January 10, 2011♥

just got to import my previous blog's posts to my current blog.

i'm super amused by how i used to blog and i used to use twit language.

HAHAHAHAHA.

TOTALLY CAN'T STAND MYSELF.

random much~

Labels: happy days

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stay tuned

Saturday, January 01, 2011♥

i'm suppose to do up my 2011's resolution and sum up of wad i've done for 2010 + a blog post on my manicure today.
but i'm just super duper tired to do anything.
in the last 48 hours, i only had 1 hr 30 mins (or less) of sleep.
super tired now that my brain is not working.
loads of photos to upload to.
so yup.
just like what the title says, "stay tuned"
i'll do up the 3 posts tmr.
definitely (:
goodnight ppl. i'm off to lala land.

Labels: happy days

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goodbye 2010, hello 2011 (:

Happy 2011!

But before we start celebrating for the brand new year, i shall look back at all the BIG things i've done in 2010 =D

February

my MOST expensive wallet (:

if i never remember wrongly, it's $98 dollars or more

from my aunt for my 18th birthday xD

March

MY FIRST EVER BOUGHT-BY-MYSELF CAMERA (:

S90 (: bought during the march (i think) IT fair at $700 xD

still using it and loving it (:

March - April / September - October

my first & second office job at T.Y.Lin International (:

one of the farewell photos (:

another farewell photo (:

MY FIRST BATAM TRIP!

2d1n trip only :X during october

the trip so-so only :/

but would definitely go back again this year! (:

October

after so many years of no A&W in Singapore, i finally got to eat at Batam!

not very nice actually :X but still, MEMORIES!

December

My first plane overseas trip to Cambodia!

First study trip, first plane ride, first time going overseas without my family (:

many many first times (:

AWESOME TRIP 13-17 december.

i promise to go back Cambodia after i graduate (:

my first 豆浆油条 combination (:

went geylang to have it & fell in love with it! xD

my first 4D show.

HAD A SHOCK, actually, many many shocksss. LOL.

but, i think everyone should go and try it at least once in your life xD

my first nails extension (: done at shining--nails.blogspot.com xD

okay, this roughly sums up my 2010 (the rest i forget alrdy :X)

hope 2011 will be a better one (:

Labels: 2010, happy days, reflection

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no air no air~

Wednesday, December 29, 2010♥

I LOVE THIS PIC! HAHAHAHA.
SO CUTE~~~

HELLO TO EVERYONE FROM ANY COUNTRY (:
got hello in all sorts of language here (: HEH.

last one, HELLO ALL MY FRIENDS (:

just read my blog stats and found out that i actually have secret readers (:
HELLO ALL MY SECRET READERS. THANK YOU ALL VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY MUCH FOR READING MY BLOG (:
I'M A HAPPY GIRL (:
continue reading my blog kay (: TAG ME IF YOU WANT. HAHAHAHA
i feel like i'm having imaginary secret readers.
HAHAHA. :X ahh well :X

I FEEL SO MOTIVATED TO BLOG EVERYDAY NAOOOO XDDDDD
=DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

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went out with PW today (:
met at PS for thai express
DONE LOTS OF CATCHING UP AND SHOPPING TODAY (:

the $6 earrings i bought today. WTS.
BROKE NAOOO ):
but on the other hand, quite nice nice xDDD LOL.

MATCHING NECKLACES. 3 for $7 NICE AYEEEEE (:
PW DID THIS USING THAI EXPRESS' TISSUE. ITCHY HANDS. TSK! HAHAHA.

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i'm blessed with awesome friends around me who would care for me whenever i'm feeling down (:
to all my awesome friends, I LOVE YOU ALL (:

and today,
i thought of you (:
talked about you (:
blogged about you (:
11:11 (:

Labels: happy days, thoughts, you(:

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And I might drive myself insane, If those lips aren't speakin my name

Monday, December 27, 2010♥

have i ever mentioned that i have a "fetish" for guys in specs? HAHAHA. :X

I FINISHED MY LEGALF ESSAY XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

*fireworks everywhere*

5 more days to 2011! :D

i'm gonna do a LONG LONG list of things-i-did-in-2010 xD

i LOVED 2010, but i'm EXCITED for 2011

super hyper after completing my essay :DDDDDD

bad headache but I JUST WANNA BE HIGHHHHH ALL NIGHT

okay, no night, it's 5.08am already :/ sighhhhh.

11:11 (:

Labels: happy days, random, thoughts, you(:

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random

Thursday, December 23, 2010♥

MY CONTACT LENSES ARE HERE~~ XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
i'm happy (:
kaythxbye~ xD

MY COLOR FOR X'MAS

Labels: happy days, random

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trueeeee (some)

Wednesday, December 08, 2010♥

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you meet that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

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it's so true for some of them :X
it's up to you to guess which is real to me xD haha.

Labels: happy days

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i'm sorry

Friday, November 26, 2010♥

it's kinda weird how my brain and my fingers don't coordinate.
so many times i've got a train full of thoughts yet when i log in to blogger, nothing comes out. especially times when i really needed somewhere to throw all my thoughts.

and see, i'm lost again.

okay, i'm enjoying my gym sessions. but not today.
i went alone and OMGWTHBBQMONKEYCHICKENWADEVER the whole gym has only guys. i swear my jaw dropped to the floor when i enter (okay, i'm just joking) but omg. whole gym filled with guys. no girls no females. okay, the only females there are the counter lady and one of the gym coach. but it still felt weird okay.
ohoh. and i swear i'm gonna listen to mp3 nx time i go to the gym. there was this guy who was running beside me kept making weird noises. i ran for 25 mins, he made weird noises about 3/4 of the time. fml much? xD

THIS SHOP SELLS AWESOMEST BREAD

Located at The Central (Clarke Quay Mrt Station)

Why do all good stuff come from The Central uh?

Sticky, Barcook Bakery, actually, it's these two only. LOL.

But they are really good xDD

BEST RAISIN BUN EVER! >

There's cream cheese inside. i swear, it's awesomeeeeee

LOOK AT THE "SKIN" OF THE BUNNNNNNNNN.

SO AWESOME LAAAA

Bought 6 for my family

Oolong Milk Tea. one word --> NICE (:

Labels: happy days

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Reasons to smile (:

Tuesday, August 24, 2010♥

reading thru my blog
i realised that i haven't been blogging about happy stuff in my life.
so here i am, doing a post about happy incidents so far,
to make me realise that my life isnt that shitty afterall(:

1. I went prawning with mummaye and sister (:
2. Got a holiday job back at T.Y.Lin (: awesomee feeling, it felt like going home(:
3. I passed my tkd grading. Not a high belt yet but still, i passed (:
4. I finally used my birthday present - baking oven from my dad (:
5. I'm finally back at blogging (:
6. Watched 'Liar Game - Final Stage'(: AWESOMEEEE MAXXX!
7. Planned my route after polytechnic(: Felt so "directed" now (:
8. Many many more. but ahh wellzxzxzxzx. lazy to name all (:

Feeling so positive now (:
ciaozxzxzzxzxzxzxzxzxz

Labels: happy days

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Wednesday, July 28, 2010♥

i thank God for all the nice things (:

Labels: happy days

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Friday, July 09, 2010♥

I FINALLY FINISH BOTH ESSAYS.
OLE OLE OLE OLE
i spent 2 nights to complete both essays.
:X
for people who finds this sentence weird,
i have to apologise to you guys.
I did not finish my specom essay beforehand.
when you guys asked me, i havent even started on it. :P
Ytd's ytd night, i JUST started on my workic essay at 11plus?
then went to take a nap at 1plus am
when i woke up at 3am, my laptop was off. WTF =.=
and i didnt save it.
had to re-write everything.
had a word count of 980 words ytd night.
=.=
why am i so unlucky one ):
LOLS.
and ytd night, i was suppose to have a quick 45mins nap till 11pm
but i woke up at 2.30am =.=
and i only had 980 words for workic and 0 words for specom.
chiong-ed alllll the wayyyyy till 6plus just now and PHEW
I COMPLETED BOTH ESSAYS~~
me is damn proud of myself (:
so here i am, not sleeping cuz meeting grpmates to go apex at 9.30 :/

recee on saturday :D
busy busy busy
but i'm free now (contradicting)
CUZ I FINISHED TWO ESSAYS!
woohoo~~~~~~~

and no ppl, i don't smile nor talk 24/7.
i believe, i have the rights like everyone to keep quiet and not talk.
this is NOT emo nor attitude.

and to you you you you you and YOU.
stop treating me like a maid ):
don't always think that u guys are more superior kay
not voicing out does not mean i'm okay with it.
voicing out does not mean that i think that i'm always right :/

i want kinder bueno ):
i wanna hide in a cave.
i want a new bottle of funky dunkey ):
i want long holidays

OH, went for tkd training (finally) on monday!
was fun, funneh, challenging, nice.
wad's not fun is the 'shooting' part ):
but nvm ba.
who ask me backside itchy
grading on 25 april.
NERVOUS. BROKE (no money)

i'm blogging about random thoughts that comes to my mind.
xuete man.
oh, and i suck at peeling banana. :X
ask sy, pw and darren the pigeon why :/

okay, i'm off to catch a 30mins nap.
HOPEFULLY I CAN WAKE UP LA HURH.
i might not sleep either :/
see how.
gonna watch my favorite crayon shinchan :D
p.s. pigeon, me no delayed childhood =.=

Labels: happy days

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Friday, July 02, 2010♥

i officially declare that i hate rainssssss
screw the flu and fever that the rain has brought.
i goddamnly have a cadets' briefing later lehs.
but i feel like the world's spinning. damnit.

i'm still feeling high~~~ :DDDDD

Labels: happy days

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Saturday, June 19, 2010♥

BP!
wanna tell you,
i really thank God for having you in my life (:
we talk, we argue, we share, we laugh at the weirdest things (:
u were ALWAYS there when i needed someone.
thanks for being here for me during my lowest point in life.
i really appreciate ur encouragement.
thanks (:
thanks for knocking some sense into me.
thanks for being there when i wasn't myself.
thanks for all the smiles you've put on my face.
i couldn't thank you enuff.
in summary,
BP FOR LIFE (: I LOVE YOU!

i promise you, i'll get back on my feet real soon.

Labels: happy days

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