Cambodia

Saturday, December 18, 2010♥

i'm back from Cambodia. 13 - 17 december.

quite a life-changing trip. not because it's my first plane ride or first time going overseas.

but because, i've learnt a lot during these 5days. i wouldn't dare to say that i have matured a lot from this trip. instead, i think my perceptions about many things have changed. What matters a lot in the past, doesn't really matter to me now already. things that i was very persistant about in the past suddenly seem so childish to me now :P also, the whole trip was very thought provoking. often, i would find myself leaving a place with my mind full of thoughts. especially after a home visit. i would really be thinking how exactly can we help so that they can really benefit from it.

i can't really describe with words how i feel about this whole trip. i guess, the only thing i can say is, i'm glad that i chose to go for the trip? <3

i wouldn't really go into details what happened during this whole trip cuz i'm just way too lazy to do so :X

YOU!
thanks for that 3 -4 hours chat <3 though i still don't believe that you purposely came over just to chat with me, i'm still thankful it (: you shared your secrets & i shared my ONE major secret :X haha. that feeling was good, though our convo started rather retarded-ly. and you gave me a scare when you appeared outside the window/door especially when the other channel was showing "chucky" =.= BUTBUTBUTBUTBUT, without you appearing, i would probably be sitting outside at the living room alone watching "Australia's Next Top Model" + "America's Masterchef" the whole night. HAHA :X thanks for the willingness to share what was in your complicated mind. i remember telling you that if someone were to open up your head, we would probably find a messed up head with wires connecting everywhere. okay, back to a serious note. our HTHT (?) session truly made me felt like we were friends at that moment. hahas. not like we weren't friends before this but rather, i could feel that our friendship isn't surface-y kind.
you made me very emo during our chat :X haha. you made me feel like falling for him was the worst decision ever made. HAHA. ahhh well. THANKS FOR THE TIME
THANKS BUD, I LOVE YOU (: but you love her. HAHAHAHAHHAHA. BOOHOO~ xDD

PW!
THANKS FOR SPAMMING MY FB WALL + COMING TO THE AIRPORT TO FETCH US! <3
I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU. <3
THANKS FOR ACCOMPANYING ME HOME TO PUT MY BAG AND GOING TO VIVO TO LISTEN TO MY STORIESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS (my never-ending stories) xDDDDD
okay *clears throat* since that day, i've been talking and talking and talking and talking about him yet you never once asked me to shut up xD *huggggg* <3
THANKS BUD, I LOVE YOU (: but you love him. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. BOOHOO~ xDD

i feel so retarded <3 ahh well.

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i realised that the more i try to give up and distance myself away from you, the more i find myself getting closer to you.
so i've decided that i'm gonna stop trying to give up.
i just hope that our r/s remains like that.
i won't expect anything out of this.
THANKS BUD, I LOVE YOU (: <3

Labels: memories, reflection, you(:

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