what's going on?
Wednesday, March 09, 2011♥

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friends. hmm. what can i say about it?
i'm not exactly the friend kind of friend.
as in, i don't see myself as the kind of friend that everyone wants/needs.
of course, i do try my best to be a friend that is there for my friend ALWAYS.
but friends around me do not stay. i don't know why.
there's just this very very close period then *poof* things "dilute"
i guess the problem lies with me, i can't keep friends. ): boohoo.
so this holiday, i'm gonna learn to interact with my friends more and spend more time to talk to them, understand them (:
it's not gonna be easy since i failed so many times ):
my aim is not only to keep friends, but try to repair broken relationships with people that i lost contact / had some conflicts with.
how old already? still quarrel like a kid mehhhhhhhhh. bleh.
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finally the end of all exams. i know i'm super late in blogging this.
just that recently no inspiration to blog so i didn't wanna do up a blog post just for the sake of doing it.
look at that crap "relationship" post.
i did it halfway and totally had no inspiration to continue so i just did a lousy work on it.
*guilty*
i guess i'll continue it soon la.
a bit stupid for me to leave it hanging there like that.
and omg, this sem's exam was the last time i'm gonna sit down in a room with my coursemates to do a paper for pcs ):
i'm gonna miss exams
okay. no more emo topic.
my TO DO list for this holiday :
1. earn / save money $$
2. gym gym gym
3. read 2 books ^^
4. (hopefully) get a part time job
5. lose weight :X (don't laugh, assholeys)
must make full use of my holidays and not sleep my way through.
come on, my friends please come ask me out okayzxzxzx. LOL.
not on fridays though. ):
NEXT WEEK IS UNIT CAMP~~
looking forward to it because it's gonna be my last camp with the squad i had the most feelings and passion for.
i'm gonna miss them hell loads. :/
but this is life - people come and go in your life.
as long as i've left an impact in their lives, it's good enough.
gahhh.
so sentimental. 5 years spent with them.
ogayyy. this blog post has been officially sucky cuz it's just a throw in of all my random thoughts.
no effort has been put in to do up this post.
goodbye. guess i'm gonna close down my blog soon :/
Labels: left right left, memories, reflection
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