i didnt do anything to them (at all) and they just don't like me. i wonder why.

nonetheless, pw & dina spoke to me about it and yea, i'm feeling better already (:

i just wanna say, when i don't like you/something, i'll voice it out.
i don't really believe in solving problems by avoiding it.
so more often than not, i might appear to be really rude, bitchy and stuck up to you,
i totally apologize for that.

however, what i wish is that, if you don't like me, just say it out.

it will work 1000000 times better than stabbing my back.

i consider being way too outspoken as a flaw of mine

but i don't intend to change because i'd rather hurt you with truth than kill you with my lies.

trust me, when i start lying about how i feel towards you,

that's when i really don't bother about your existence in my life.

i don't give a shit to people like that.

similarly, when i scold you, that means u're at least someone to me. not some random strangers that i don't give a shit about.

despite saying this, i know that there are definitely people that fall in the category of judging me as self-centred, mean, bitchy, and someone who is demanding, and would always voice out her opinions.
but there will always be haters. i'm gonna accumulate good karma while u can accumulate all the bad karma. :D
have a good life yoo~ :D