whenever i feel like exploding/ranting, she will always be there to listen and give advice to whatever i say without judging me. i feel so calm and relaxed after sharing. thanks a lot (:

i'll definitely know what to do the next time such a thing happens again. thanks a million.

a small sharing of myself.

and today, the first time in my life, i told someone that "i felt lonely"

it's the kind of emptiness in my heart that made me feel lonely. physical companion doesn't really help in this case. no matter how much i laugh and joke in school, the emptiness in my heart doesn't really diminish. it's just my mask to laugh and be loud in school to cover all the uncertainty and inferiority in me. :/ i have no idea why i'm sharing such a personal thing today. perhaps i just want people to know me better? (:

but i'm not gonna dwell in self-pity because it's just so not me. i'm gonna move on and fill my heart with meaningful stuff. gonna be the companion or filler to someone else's empty heart (: this shall be one of my 2011 resolutions :D 2012, i'll look back and see if i've fulfilled this resolution :DD

time to set my priorities right.

no more "awwhh-ing" over you.

need to really work super hard for this sem.

*push you to one corner of my mind* :D

JIAYOU QY! 你可以的 ! :D

i donated blood today! :D

at NP's Ourspace at 11.50am :D

it felt like i've accomplished something great in my life :D

i'm so sorry i didn't manage to take a photo of my bandage before taking it out.

but smart people like YOU ALL, should know how to make use of the search engine - Google/Yahoo right :D

STRONGLY ENCOURAGE ALL OF YOU TO GO AND DONATE YOUR BLOOD TO SAVE A LIFE! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

it's not painful (i mean, i didn't really feel the pain) heh.